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We all need a laugh, so heres a joke

 

 

A GUY AND A GIRL ARE IN THE PARK AT NIGHT GETTING FREAKY WHEN THE GUY SAYS "DAMN I SHOULD OF BRANG A FLASHLIGHT" SHE SAYS "YEAH I KNOW" "BECAUSE YOU'VE BEEN EATING GRASS FOR THE LAST TEN MINUTES!!

Alot has been going on.

and alot has changed for me the past few months. not really good changes. but it happen for a reason.

 

At least i did something recently, i stumble and  Studdered

My way thru something new. Maybe the outcome is not what i wanted it to be. but at least i tried it. maybe next time it will get easier. I can only hope.

I hate this sickly feeling.
I dont know when it will stop.
i dont see how people can go on with there lives knowing they hurt someone, it just blows my fuckin mind.
Its easy said then done to just not care.
But i care to damn much. maybe thats why this happen to me.
Im only who i am. but who i am scares me now.
I went back tonot knowing who i am anymore or how i should be,.

It sucks, it really does suck

Because of what was and is happeing to me.
I have a rough year so far. i told myself it was gonig to be a good one and it turns out it has been nothing but a crappy one.
But im hoping to turn that around soon

I haven’t written in here in a long time.

Im not an active member on here,
I come on here every once in a while. But right now I need to write something.
Lately I been thinking to myself. Everything will work out in the end.
No matter how nervous, anxious and scared I am.
There is something im going thru that im afraid will end up with me getting hurt again.
But nothing anyone works for is going to be easy; if it was then life would be easy.
I know anyone who reads this wouldn’t have any idea what im talking about.
But let’s just say. Im looking forward to it!!!! But hoping nothing bad will happen in the mean time. It’s my head telling me, that I worry about nothing.
But it sucks because I can’t seem to get that thru my head.

I think I will be better when it does happen. Because when it does, ill be happy.

Because of Certain Events that took place. This site has been tainted. If by any chance someone can convince me to stay here after all the Bullshit that went on with someone that got a bad rap!
I Made friends on here i wanna know who those friends are

So Then I might be deleting this account if i dont get a real reason to stay here.

People are always going to judge you no matter what you do. It’s how you handle it. Everyone has their own opinion (opinions are like assholes, everybody has one).
There is not going to be many that will understand anxiety because they never went thru.
And its easy for someone else to be unsmyptathic to the problems you is going thru. It can be anything from Anxiety to Depression.
If they don’t have Anxiety they will dismiss it as something you can get over.

Or when you are going thru depression they don’t want to be around you because they don’t want you to rain on there parade.
It’s not about raining on someone’s parade it’s about understood of someone’s problems. If you think people who go thru these problems deserve to be alone.
Just make sure when you need help that no one is going to be there for you.

Because that’s a bad Attitude to have towards anyone

Life is like a man, you gotta kick him in the balls to put him in his place. Seriously if you think about it. If life is going to hold you down or at least try then kick it in the balls and say you’re not doing that to me.
Its life. If you let this happen then you already lost.

Kind of like a man, if you let him hold you down, then you already lost.

Make sense? I think it does or atleast to me. I explain things in my own weird way.

Reading something my friend wrote about his mother almost brought me to tears.
She has since passed on. I remember him telling me that she had passed away then I started weeping. She was a sweet heart. I mention this before that family was like my own. Everytime I went over there they treated me like one.

Just hearing everything makes me sad. And everything his family went thru since then.

I don’t know in my Opinion she left to soon. She still had 2 little kids here.

I don’t know I don’t take loss well of any kind. Plus his best friend. I know anyone I love and care about I feel there pain, there happiness, joy and sorrow.

It reminds me when my grandparents  died. And how hard that was on me

I think the 2 biggest life changing events in his life he called me.
Both were very hard on him. I cried along with him.
I guess im just a emotional person.

I don’t know why im even writing this and showing my feelings.
after all im only human we all have them.
im still a man. But I also have a soft side.
I guess that’s what happens when you get to close to me.
I start to love and care to much

 

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