hey agh ur comment meant so much to me :] lol dat sounds pathetic but im just being honest sick of having to pretend..:P yeah its sooo gay.... i still hav my close friends though and I can go out places once theres not too many ppl i dnt no there.. Im currently going to therapy right now but its taking ages feels like Im missing out on lots though being 17 nd all and ive only benn playin guitar for about a month now but im improving :P btw interview with a vampire.. what a deadly film ;)