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Hi its been a while, well lets see this last week has been one from hell i woke at 3am with pain that was unbelivable though't i was going to kark it, called 000, and got to ER few xrays scans turns out it was kidney stone damn 1st one hopefully last one , still dont think i passed it so ill go back this week to get another xray hate ER"s. as ya can imagine played with the anxiety side of things and head, on top of that i am trying to move house or wait for dept of housing to , so some more issues i think im obsessing worrying about, and on top of that some family issues so its been a great few months i wonder if life will ever be mundane for a bit trying to do some positive tapes stuff to get myself mentally stronger, seems everything i do atm is a struggle but it always could be worst cheers Hooroo OJ  

Hi there i have an upcoming trip to Melb, on the 22nd..I'm really freaking about it..I havnt flown in 15yrs or left my area in 5yrs , I planned it 4months ago thinking i could do it, i mean i think i can but i feel violently ill about it, I'm just hopeing i dont spin at the airport... part of me wants to cancel , part of me wants to see my friend, any advice prior to going besides get wasted jk... 

darn i need routine , Anxiety makes me sleep odd hours, I feel i have no energy to even go to the shop i hate it

Hi there again been a while thort id log in say hi......OJ

thanks for the birthday wishes was a great one ...sorry i havnt been here for a bit truth is i bought a new pc and lost alot of bookmarks doh! so good timing guys

 Its hot here today..Browsing might try and do some exposure later head to the supermarket