I know too well how you feel about striving for perfection. I used to be a perfectionist in my teens and 20's. In the past few years, I have since learned to change that perception of reality.
The key is to get comfortable with yourself in the situation you are facing. It takes effort, yet mostly a change in perception of self and others around you. It does not need to be or require a long process as most will tell you on this forum.
The level of personal comfort influences human action and human perception at all times.
Take care. PM me if you have any questions or concerns.
