Hey, hope you will have a lovely weekend! : ) hugs!!!!!!!!
hey you im gonna try but I wanna die this weekend I just can't leave like this much more I hate myself, and I cant stop
I totally understand. I feel the same way. I just don't know what to do. I think about moving to far away to a big place so I can join an s.a group it is more like trying to save my life. i figure it I move to a nice, bog popular place there will be more ppl with s.a to meet. I truly feel your pain. : )
You're doing the right thing by wanting to feel the pain. It will get easier - just don't use alcohol. You have a right to be upset, but you shouldn't make wrong decisions based on feelings.
(I am normally up until 1:30am - 2am, trying to get to bed earlier now).
The goal is to rely on yourself (I happen to be Christian, so I get help from God, too). If there is cheating going on, then that means that there is some insecurity and if you are not finding that with your spouse, then you look elsewhere. The ultimate goal is to feel comfortable and confident in your own skin. You are NOT a bad person; you see yourself as one and then lash out. It's understandable, but not always the right thing to do.
Don't ever count yourself short. You are stronger than you think you are. :)
