I have 30 days left of my uni break and seen as im not working atm, youd think it be pretty good, but when you have no money and limited social prospects:P its kinda well boring, I feel like im in a bit of a funk, I guess I should just get a job, but then I think about writing a resume etc and i get the I cant be bothered feeling or the I'll do it next week thoughts

Even though Im in a bit of a funk, still been making good progress anxiety and depression wise, I feel as though I have no depression anymore, its gone, I consider myself a positive person now, I realise everything I want in life I can get, and Im realise the power of taking risks.

I no longer am scared of answering the phone or making phone calls, I actually enjoy it now, Im a less anxious driver too. I dont spend so much time in my room and interact with my family more and help out with cleaning etc, Im more organised and keep everything clean.

Ive started dating again too, and realise its actually fun and not scary, I realise if I dont like someone I can say NO and its okay and if i like someone I can tell them and not be scared of possible rejection, i dont have to wait for the other person to make all the moves and organised all the dates, I can do it

Life certainly more colourful and exciting, theres more 'dramas' when you take part in life but they can be kinda fun too hehe beats a bleak emotionless existince thats more sure

power on

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