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Wow there not thinking that
Posted On: 05/04/2008 05:04:58

"That person is thinking this" "oh why are they looking at me"

 

sound familiar lol

yea these thoughts plague me on a daily basis, but there starting to go away as I realise oh they arnt thinking that and there not looking at you(your just not that important) its funny i was at uni on fri and i was sitting in the back with my group members next to me and in front of me, usually u would sit a certain way watch the way i wrote, talked etc you know the drill but i did something diffrent i just studyed there faces , when we were in conversation i realised people are caught up on the own existence to warrant thinking about me, i mean yes someone may glance at you but it dosent mean ur being critiqued. seeing that they wernt that wrapped in me, i was almost dissapointed hahaha i was like damn im not that popular for people to be thinking about me non stop

 

Ive had a up and down weekend, been really sick with infections and TOOTHPAIN! God isnt it the worse!!! i wish i went to the dentist more, ive been once in 12 years and im 22, go figure the state of my teeth

 its only 6pm but im gonna nap and have a gr8 week ahead, im behind with a assignment that is already 4 days late but ive been too sick to complete it, ill likely fail the unit, but atm all i can think about is feeling better

Painkillers are helping my teeth making it more mild, but it is so uncomforting

who knows maybe ill get a job this week! im feelin confident even tho im ill

 SCARY!! My first presentation(public speaking) for uni is this friday! WISH ME LUCK ALL, my previous pres last year i shook! my voice stopped working and i became a wreck, im so scared about friday, im even considering having some wine before i have to talk yikes

 

Have A gOOD WEek.ALL! Hang in there



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From: Embarr
05/06/2008 12:06:27
Tooth aches are definitely the worst, especially when there doesn't seem to be any particular cause. Interesting observations you have. I usually find that when I people watch (a favorite pasttime) I either see too much or just enough if that makes sense. Thanks for the comment, by the way, I don't know if I'm very good at studying but the best thing for me is to go through my notes and highlight the key points. I usually will skim my notes right before a test too to freshen the memories. As to opening a book though, ya I'm really bad at it even though I love to read. The problem is that most textbooks are, well, boring. All I can say is, thank goodness for summaries. If you can't get through the entire chapter, start with the summary and work your way up.


From: tinad1994
05/04/2008 10:26:00
sounds real familiar..only when i say "they aren't looking or thinking about me, this world is too big and they really aren't" (trying to rationalize with myself), they really are! lol


From: morningmud
05/04/2008 07:54:41
Toothpain if for sure the worst!  I've had 2 kids and childbirth did not compare to the pain I had with abcessed teeth.  I hope you're feeling better soon and good luck on your presentation.


From: millenniumman75
05/04/2008 01:22:42

It sounds like you have done some suriving, UpTheAnty.

Hang in there - you have a great week, too :).




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