After things gone bad & I became so nervous I tried to go to a psychiatrist
I choose a psychiatric by random & when I went there he asked me what's my problem I tolled him SA as I was diagnosed before and fear and not working
Then he asked me how I pass my day so I tolled him about it
Watching TV in the morning computer in the evening then going to the café at night to sit with my friends & not talk to them just sit there .
Then he tolled me that my life is a mess & horrible & that I am a lazy bad person
I was angry about that I never went there again because in that time I don't need a person to turn me down because he don't understand .
I wish I can live in a world that understand what SA is .