Today I feel really sick. It is still about things I said yesterday. When I got from bed I was really depressed I didn't want to get out of home during I was preparing to wear my clothes I turned the lights off and I got into bed again. I was in a very bad state I didn't know what to do, I stayed in bed for about 5 minutes then I got off and wared my clothes and got out. I am really having terrible days , still feeling isolated from others, still feeling lonely still feeling as if knives are cutting my heart, still sad for no reason