It's been a long summer and it's not even over.

It's been hot, sticky, and full of children. Yes, children.

I had my sister's kids from Oklahoma all summer and now I remember why I was happy they left. Not that I don't love them or miss them, but they can be a handful when they want to be. My nephew only wants to watch television, which I contribute to his mother and father's t.v.=life type of lifestyle. My niece is a fast little thing for 5 years old. I don't even think I knew what a boyfriend was at 5, but she has one and wants Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance to marry her. Yeah, thirty year old with a 5 year old. Can you say prison? I know it would never get to that, but it is ridiculous to think about. My other nephew was only 8 months, so he didn't do very much but crawl, get into everything, cry, and pee his diaper. All in all, it was fun, but I won't do it again too soon.

I just took them back to Arizona this pass weekend, so they are home and I got to see a new place. I'd never been to Arizona and dang is it hot. I had to use the air conditioner even more than I do in Calfornia, and that's saying something.

I'm getting prepared for school to start again. Ugh! I so don't want to go.

I went to my therapy today and she told me I need friends and maybe a boyfriend. I really wish she'd give up on the boyfriend thing. I don't I'll ever get/find one. Mainly, because I don't even go out very much. Even was stupid enough to go on the dating thing here and contacted someone. That went really well, not. Don't think I'll be doing that any time too soon. Maybe I was a little foreward, saying he was cute, but what was I supposed to say? You're ugly and I thought I'd come say hello? And it's not like I know him, so there wasn't much room to say much.

Only good thing about this year is ... turning 21. I can't wait. It feels like I've been 20 forever. Why does the year between teen and adult seem so damn long?

Oh, well. I'm off to watch some movies.

Tags: Summer