Its almost been a month since the last time I blogged(wow!). Since then I haven't done anything memorable or interesting anyways. Basically all I've been doing was laying in bed or on a couch, listening to the same music over and over again, watched Fate/Stay Night(a not-so-popular anime I downloaded not too long ago) a couple of times, and that's really about it.

But last saturday(May 31st) I did do something different, it was so different that it made me feel uncomfortable; I left my house all day long(didn't come home until 1 in the morning). First, I went to the movies with a cousin of mine(we watched Prince Caspian), then I reluctantly came over my great grandmother's home(thank goodness only a few other people were there at the moment), and lastly, I stayed over my cousin's(the same cousin I saw the movie with)house.

Although being outside of my home(otherwise known as my 'comfort zone') made me irrationally nervous, I did have some fun(I think). But as the day drew to its end I became unreasonably depressed(perhaps I got sad because it was the end to such a bright day).

I was certain something would go terribly wrong, but nothing did!Now my cousin urges me to go clothes-shopping with her next saturday(June 7th)and I hope that goes well too if I still hold onto the will of actually leaving my house again. Maybe if I continue to venture outside more often like this I could emerge from my 'shell'. Who knows.....