Yeah, so I should be doing my homework right now lol...but I cant concentrate. So I thought I would get some thoughts out. I'm going through the life changing stuff in my life right now.

Good news first..I had a job interview today that I believe went pretty well. Its an office assistant position for a local company. The job is very close, decent pay and 7-3:30 m-f...Not to mention its something I can do, having good experience with office programs and computers. So I have high hope to get this job.

If I get this job it will help me get the ball rolling in changing my situation. I've been in a relationship for eight years, that has not been good for the last 2. I will spare all the detials about what went wrong.

I am ready to leave and make it on my own...I feel like Ive been put away in a box on a high shelf...i'm ready now to come down and dust myself off. I've been fighting with depression worse than ever the last couple years...and living with someone who just puts you down has not helped. 

I have made a few close friends online who have encouraged me lately...and I cant say how much it has helped! In my current life I don't have many friends...because well you know...and to have people who listen, don't judge and give encouragement is for lack of something better to say *WONDERFUL*. I seem to be seeing clearer now.. and know I deserve better.

Well thats it for now.

Peace,

Missy