So, I recently went through my first doctor visit in almost a year.  Yeah... I should of actually went about, oh, 2 months ago, but I didn't, even though I was sick.  Why didn't I go?  BEcause my sickness was peculiar and I knew it wasn't a virus of any sort, which is what the doctor would immediately say without hesitation, so I refused to go.  Well, that was the right decision, because I had gotten "better" on my own, though the sickness still lingers somewhat to this day, three months later.

Ahem, back to the CURRENT visit I was talking about.  First thing I have to say is I was impressed with the little waiting time I put up with.  combined waiting time throughout the whole visit was, say, 10 minutes.  Thats good.  I usually spend half an hour or more on waiting.  I wasn't measured, which was too bad, as I haven't been for a full year, and I want to know how tall I am (I'm about the height of my sister, that would make me, at a rough estimate, of 5 foot 10 or taller.  However, like usual, they did wiegh me, and it turned out since last year, I went down from 170 lbs to 159!  That made me feel good. Now I know I definately do not have to be concerned about my wieght.  I eat whatever I want and I'm still losing.  However, the doctor and my mom arn't so sure that is a very good thing, especially with my chronic vomiting problem.  I also have been losing my appetite, only eating once a day and even then, I can't eat as much as I used to.  I know I have gasto problems, and they also include heartburn.  If I forget to take my heartburn pills just once, I get badazz heartburn that never goes away.  Sheesh, someone put some superglue on those valves!  On the better side of things, however, the doctor did tell me that my occasional "bright red pink feet" are no problem.  Yes, laugh if you want, I deal with that a lot.  I don't know why I get it, but I do, and strangely, I think it may be triggered pyschologically.  I'm not sure.  So thats it....wait no.  Actually I just remembered the part of the visit I can't believe I could forget about.  I had BLOODWORK DONE.  AHH!  It sucks so badly.  Just extending my arm was hard.  It took me like ten attempts to get it completely straightened out, and then I have to look away (to avoid visual sickness), and there it comes, the mighty baby needle(lol) and ugh, then it punctures.  It's not as bad as it used to be, but the thing that made it bad was they drew blood out for like 3 WHOLE minutes, and I tell ya, the longer they did it, the more painful it got, and I started getting dizzy and sick.  Once they finally took the needle out, it was burning as it someone touched me with molten steel!  OUCH!  I never had it hurt that bad.  I was feeling so sick I had to lay down for some 5 minutes or so before I could stand up.  I wish I would have eaten earlier, so I wouldn't of felt sick.  That reminds me of the time I had my finger pricked prior to getting blood drawn at a blood drive.  I hadn't eaten(big mistake), so after the prick, I got so sick, dizzy and sweaty, that I started vomiting like mad.  It was terrible, and I was too sick to have blood drawn.  I had some relief to that though lol.  Well, this time thats all to that story, except for the fact that I really do have more visits to the doctors, which includes an ultrasound of my stomach to check for anything peculiar, that may explain my vomiting problem.  But you know, the best thing about the doctor visit I had?  I didn't get checked for any hernias! YAY LOL.

 In other news, not much else has happened, besides the fact that my glasses broke last night lol.  Now theres only one clasp that hangs onto my ear, which means my glasses are twice as likely to fall off my face.  Theres no getting them fixed either.  They're snapped, so unless you want a weldar to fix them, forget it lol.  enough talk about that; I want to tell you something else to.  If you want a music player on your computer that will play just about any format, WinAmp is the player you should use!  I recently downloaded it, and it's a mighty cool player.  It's way better than Windows Media Player, and if you're me, it's much easier to adapt it to playing more formats.  Just download a plugin, which in my case is USF, and put it in your C:/Program Files/WinAmp/Plugins folder.  Simple as that!  I downloaded WinAmp for USF files, which are N64 music files, and they play great!  The ripped tracks I play on the player are 100% authentic and are awesome(Perfect Dark music)

Well, I think I'll talk about one more thing.  I've noticed that there are a significant number of people on this site with problems that go deeper than mine.  true that.  I feel absolutely terrible for those souls, because my life is already terrible, and it's difficult to image whats worse, especially when it is very real here.  Ya'll here me on this, you are NOT alone in your fights, and if you're feeling down, feel free to talk to me.  I'm not certified in anything, so don't look at me that way, but I do, as who I am, look for people with problems and I go up to them, and talk to them, doing whatever I can to make things better.  If the best thing I can do is listen, I do it.  It benefits me, and it benefits the poor soul that is talking to me.  I love hearing what is bugging people, as it makes me fit in in the world, but I also love it because I'm very good with relating to those in trouble, and no problem is ever too much for me to bear.  Also, I do not get upset easy.  In fact, only a select few things make me mad, but I have a very long fuse, and then, I give plent a warning about my temper.  I bring that up because I know better not to be angry when someone is "accusing" me of attacking them.  I put up with this almost exclusively when people are venting on me, and that happens because I usually ask for them to do so.  Venting is ugly, I know, but it is a very effective stress reliever.  I've seen some people that get suprisingly happy after they vent, which looks suprising when you consider how mad they get at me when they vent(venting makes osme people implicitly angry).  Through venting, I've also helped some people see the "light" which is a word with variable meaning to many.  But you know, you don't have to vent to talk to me.  Sometimes people just want to tell someone what ruined thier day, or what isn't fair about the government.  Thats what I'm hear for.  lol, sorry if I'm being repetitive, but I'm creating emphasis on the fact that I want you all to know that if you're reading this and you need someone to make you feel better, I'm one way to go.  I am a very supportive person, and I absolutely hate seeing people suffer.