Oh Kelly, we've been over this many times. You CAN have me for at least 2hours for an easy payment of 99$ =P

 What is it that you want? If its something realistic, possibly something SA prevents you from getting, YOU CAN have it! Overcome and conquer, that's what you taught me and now look, I'm superducky! If I can do it, so can you. I urge you to go out and get whatever it is that you want. Life is too short to be unhappy and settle for than what you want and deserve. I believe in thy.

As an added incentive, If you go out and start taking the baby steps required to get what you want, I'll give you some cookies. =P I hope you feel better soon. *hug*