Merry Christmas to all of SAS and SAF....

My Christmas is officially over and I would have to say that it was tough anxiety-wise but I was able to get through it.... I went over my aunts house last night... it was the most people ever... 2 new boyfriends and of course the new baby... and it didn't help that my aunt has a tiny house... I felt bad because she was at it nonstop and my uncle had an operation on his thumb so he could really help out... I tried to do some things and other also helped out... but we had a good time.. we did our usual Yankee swap (in which I got candles) and presents(In which I got a shirt and gift card).. also everyone liked my bag of homemade favors... lots of compliments on those... I put a ton of effort into those... I worked on those for a month or more... I meant to take pictures of them and post it but they are all gone... no biggie... anxiety-wise it was difficult because I always had a tough time knowing were to put myself... they put me on another table as like an after thought... so I spent the whole time eating without saying anything... ugh... and during dessert there was no place for me to eat so I skipped it and just stood there like an idot... but that was really the only two awkward times... the main fun for the evening was using our new Tomtom GPS.. even though we knew how to get there... it was still fun to use... I'm just geeky that way...

Today my mother isn't feeling that great so she didn't go over her friend's family party.. so I made the ham and side dishes that I was going to make for my brother and myself and we had that... I got my usual money from my parents... which I love... from anyone else I like surprises but from my parents I like the cash... hehe...

Well I guess I need to keep busy... because it can because very easy to get into those post holiday blues... and also the new year blues... it seems to happen slightly to me every year... I just need a new project to keep me busy and a new set of plans for the new year....