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Birthday coming up....
Posted On: 01/25/2008 10:04:10

Well, my birthday is coming up on sunday and I'm in a real real foul mood about it.

I always end up wasting my birthday, just like I do most days. I always spend it alone and depressed.

This year I really wanted to do something fun for once on my birthday so I could enjoy it. Unfortunately I've thought pretty hard and I can't think of a single thing to do. It sucks that even when I want to do something enjoyable, I don't know how.

My family is hours away and I have no friends to spend it with. It looks like another lonely, depressing, and boring birthday for me. I just spend all day ruminating about how I'm one year older and I have nothing to show for it.

The two worst days of the year for me are probably my birthday and valentines. I really wish this year could have been different, but it looks like its going to be the same old, same old. I wish I could think of something fun I could do, but I guess not.

Its not helping my already bad mood that tonight is my company's holiday party (it was delayed because of weather). As you can probably guess, I didn't go because I had nobody to go with and everyone else had guests.

In summary, bleh to boring, wasted birthdays... Why can't I have fun and enjoy myself at least for one day? I can't even do that! Sorry for venting...



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From: tom_123
09/17/2008 11:27:04

I know that this is a very belated post, but what heck...Hi there ColdFury, I remember you from SAS. I am 'Tom' on SAS. I can relate to a lot of what you are saying. I am also 25. I have never really done anything special on any of my birthdays. No parties, no friends, hardly any relatives to be around with, other than my mom and dad. It was really just my mom for most of them. For my 25th this year, it was on a Friday, and I ended up having to work overtime until 10:30 at night! I came home and everyone was asleep! There was some food left out for me though. I deserved that at least, lol… My mom did wake up later on and give me some new clothes that she bought me, and that was it. I always work on my birthday, and I never tell anyone that it is my birthday. I usually skip the company parties as well. For the same reason; I never have anyone to go with. I went to one of the parties by myself and all I saw was every guy I knew from my work with their girlfriend/wife and every girl from my work with their boyfriend/husband...I felt like a big @$$ while I was there. So, I haven't gone to one since.

From: cwebb04
02/17/2008 11:46:16

happy belated birthday.

trust me i say every year i want to do somethig fun, till i realize no one will want to habg out with me or if they do i will find reason not to go.

From: ColdFury
01/26/2008 07:48:36
I'm going to be 25. Thanks all.


From: palegreenpants
01/26/2008 02:19:57
I know how you feel. Give yourself permission to enjoy the day without feeling like you need to be doing something exciting. If you think of something fun to do, then great -- but it's okay to spend your birthday relaxing at home.


From: mserychic
01/25/2008 10:32:45

Birthdays suck. They should be banned. Even kitties agree..





Should try doing for yrself that day :)



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