I have returned from the Gaelic Football championship, lost by a point, but the weekend was brilliant. It gave me an opportunity to tell the girls i've got SA and they said that they are proud on how much i progressed. I really stuck into that pitch, to the point that i'm cut and bruised and absent a toe-nail! LOL!!!
It's just the shame, that my little bubble is burst by my increasingly annoying 817c#3$ of housemates. I thought about cooking a decent meal for myself, until one of the girls decided to use one of my pans for cooking, and i politely said the saucepan is mine, and she turned and stared at me like a piece of poo and said...no it's mine! The lump in my throat and the sudden shock prevented me to fight back, and now in my head i've resolved the situation by saying to myself i buy another one. I feel so lucky i got dark skin cos i felt my face burning up, you could dry clothes on my face, that's how hot it was.
I don't understand why she hates me so much! And so i decided that i must not let her drag me down and seem less confident, and so i'm going to do the imaginable...i'm going to talk! talk her to the ground! I'm going to annoy her like she annoys me!
YEAH FIGHTING TALK
but will that happen??? I dunno, i don't care she's a nob-head! I've been nothing but nice to her, i just don't understand why she's being so mean to me. bitch!
Anyways it's got me down now cos i usually stay at my mates house to get away from the pressure. But she's got herself a new bloke and so, well, my stopping over her house days is over. And it's annoying cos she keeps talking about her sexual experiences in such graphic detail that it is wrong...! And some of the stuff she told me aint normal!
Anyways i reckon this house situation maybe a good practice to fight SA, throwing myself in the situation rather than hiding away in the room!
I don't usually write blogs, but my god, i could give all my house mates a jolly good hiding...with a whip (in a none kinky way)