Why do I rawk so much? What gives me my awesomeness? Where did I go so right? How do I deal with my amazing supercoolniftiness? These and other questions often plague the minds of some people. I'm pretty sure they do anyway. 

I've been really sleepy all of yesterday and today. I think today I'm going to take an Ambien and get extra sleep. I gotta get over this weird "buzzed" feeling I have going on. I wonder if I am taking too much Parnate. I took some extra just as a "booster" for a particularly challenging weekend. Drugs drugs drugs. I wish you could take drugs and not feel like you're a helpless, semi-dangerous nutjob the way that some people portray things.

Saturday: photo shoot! I haven't decided for sure, but I'm really inclined right now to head up to the Diablo Lake area on Saturday. It would be a good day to do that. Then again maybe I'll just go northeast to Shuksan. Meh. I wish I could do both! But I have a desire to shoot something along SR-20, for purely selfish reasons of my own. Along the road is an unusual subject that plays a role in my dreams.