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Right boys, into battle and no more unworthy thoughts. Wrap yourself in power and self love and trust in these things against all the odds, expect the best, be strong.

I wish i could feel the warmth of another human being, hold someone`s hand for a while. but i`m invisible and can`t speak.

 Iam in the arctic tundra of my soul,  naked and lost, beyond the reach of human warmth and universal love. Beyond tears my frostbitten mind feels nothing now, no peace even in death.            &nb sp;                         

 

shallow man, unidentified speck in an eternal sea of pain. drowning lonely alien strange confused exhausted. i wish i could find my voice and speak, shout, scream, sing, sing a song of strength and hope. i wish i could find my anger and unleash it against it against my demons on a battlefield of fury. where is the love to shelter me? where is my creator, my goddess, where are my angels?, where is my personality, my soul, my beauty and worth?. my inner child murdered, sacrificed on an altar of cruelty and betrayal. i am in an invisible prison of darkness and solitary confinement, stir-crazy, tired, dreadfully afraid, afraid of the reality of loneliness, dead man walking. artist.

 

hi, my name`s steve and i`m 54. i developed sa in my early teens and i have struggled with it every day since. as a result i`m unable to work, have friends or socialize in any way. i have been depressed hospitalized tried different medications, been given e.c.t. years of therapy and nothing has changed. today i will go outside my front door and i will be overcome with terror and i will go to the store in a state of depersonalisation, with loss of balance, i will cope as my brain freezes and i mess the money up and forget what i need and i will fight my way home as i do every day, and i will do it again tomorrow and every day i`ve got left. i often think about suicide but i really like myself. i like my courage and refusal to let this dreadful enemy take my life. also with death comes the death of hope.sorry if this is the wrong place for this