Hey babe, HOW ARE YOU??? I'm so sorry I've not chatted in a while, I was lost for words...(who me??? lol!). I really kept trying to write to you, and didn't know what to say, I'm SO sorry. Will you fogive me...pleeaase....??) Then on thursday i was away on a music 'long' weekend, which was a real 'pickme up'! PHEW!! What a time it was! Met lots of new people, and played in sessions with some old 'stars' in the folk scene from Ireland and Norway who come over every year. This time I TALKED to them as well as just grinning like a chesire chat and joining in all their music!! (I'm quite proud of myself for that!! tehe!! )
I even got some hugs on leaving..sweet!!!
Things with Geo are on an upward turn at the moment, he decided NOT to be such an ass..(first time i think..) and come and give me a HUGE hug, and join us for ALL of the music!! I even snapped at him once when he started to do his usual moody sulky with the drink, and it had the strangest effect of 'snapping' him into reality, he just laughed and carried on with the fun. Normally he'd go in the huff and leave, but I must have taken him aback by being so 'straight to the point' LOL!!
What's been happening with you hun? How's your ankle? Are you managing to get out of the house yet? How's the girl thing going? Any progress? Loads a love'n hugs 4u Lx:o)
oh ok...yea i will try the natural way for now...and watit in line! lol
andymu86 wrote:
Wow that's neat! :D Yeah antidepressents and cognitive behavioral therapy have worked very well for me. But I know that you don't want to go back on medication. Still there are a lot of natural herbs and chinese tonics that work just as well and are way healthier than antidepressents. :) You should do a portrait of me. lol Have a nice weekend! :D
Yeah definitely. :) Do your hobbies help you with your anxiety?
running does mostly...art keeps my mind busy and it makes me feel gud to look at what I have created...now all my friends want me to draw their portrait....it.s hard for me to focus so now I am just trying to let go and forget and start new....so i can work two jobs to save up for school...it.s something i really need to do so i can stop struggling...so my SA just has to take a back seat....I am going to counseling tho...have you found anything that helps your SA?
Sorry for the late response. Ouch! that sounds so painful. I hope you're doing better now. I've been in a hospital before for a few weeks myself so I can relate, hospital's verrry boring. How long will you be using crutches? Hope your ankle doesn't hurt that much anymore. By the way, how about school? Is it your break right now?
Thanks for the pic comment Andy. You're so sweet. : ) Just a lucky shot, I guess, haha. Now I should thank the person who took that, lol.
Haha, I'm not much of a dancer which maybe is the reason why I'm not fond of most dance music. And I guess I just wasn't in a good mood when I heard those music that's why got irritated, lol. I hear you on the "modern reggae" songs. I like Bob Marley's songs too. : )
Sad but mostly not that great news here. Poverty's a big problem, and prices are going up with every rise in fuel cost. Plus there's the recent conflict on the southern part. It would be great if even only one rep could get a gold for the Philippines. It would definitely lift the spirits of people here. But chances are so slim, esp since the athletes don't get much support from our gov't.
Lol, sorry, that was just my frustration I guess. But I don't hate my country, I still have faith : ) How bout there in NY? All I know is it's such a busy city : )
boo! well seems as though i was slightly missed by a certain someone lol we had the net back couple of days ago, would have had it back a while back but thought it would do my little bro some good to be without it for a while and make him squirm lol. had so much crap going on tho and the past week was so stressful and emotional but thank god im kind of over it now coz my stupid sister decided to come stay for a week and all hell broke loose as usual. anyhows hows u bearing up? u getting sick of movies in bed yet? lol just thought id drop by n let u know im still alive but il start replying to your message u sent me ages ago tonight lol...i did have some stuff to tell you , nothing initeresting but i have seriously bad memory that i cant recall anything lol oh well speak later.
I'm so sorry I've not chatted in a while, I was lost for words...(who me??? lol!). I really kept trying to write to you, and didn't know what to say, I'm SO sorry. Will you fogive me...pleeaase....??) 
