games, movies, doing what I feel like, I am big on feeling music and sometimes when no ones looking I like to groove... especially September that's my groove song.
MOVIES
Peaceful Warrior, Gladiator, Bachelor Party 2, BLow,
Fighter in the Wind, Die bad, movies about other cultures or really weird and other dimension? movies
MUSIC
Right Now Top 5
1.Tupac
2.Lil Wayne
3.Gza
4.Redman
5.Ghostface Killah
BOOKS
Huck Finn, Insightful and Philosophical books, That book that I forgot the name of.
Smile, nice songs, understanding people, someone whos spontaneous(like out of nowhere), night wind, girls who can cook. Being Happy, People that influence and someone I can look up to. Positiveness
TURN OFFS
people who think others are low, when I feel lonely, when I feel that feeling tat I am out of place or lost in the world. When I forget something and I cant remember. Bitchy people.
ABOUT ME
Hey my name is Steven and recently as you can see, I ran into this wall called social phobia. Even though it seems like a tall wall I think it will strengthen me to reach my goal, u know "NO PAIN NO GAIN!"you know what make that "MORE PAIN MORE GAIN", I think this phrase makes you want more pain or something. well till that one day that I can jump through this wall like a hurdle. I am looking forward to meeting people that are like minded and people that have sad.
I can't really describe my personality so I will let this do it for me
Strengths
* Enthusiastic, upbeat, and popular
* Can be very charming
* Excellent communication skills
* Extremely interested in self-improvement and growth in their relationships
* Laid-back and flexible, usually easy to get along with
* Big idea-people, always working on a grand scheme or idea
* Usually good at making money, although not so good at managing it
* Take their commitments and relationships very seriously
* Able to move on with their lives after leaving a relationship
Weaknesses
* Always excited by anything new, they may change partners frequently
* Tendency to not follow through on their plans and ideas
* Their love of debate may cause them to provoke arguments
* Big risk-takers and big spenders, not usually good at managing money
* Although they take their commitments seriously, they tend to abandon their relationships which no longer offer opportunity for growth
Your Social Anxiety Level: 32%
You have low social anxiety.
Of course very unfamiliar or strange situations make you uncomfortable.
But you can pull through and handle almost any social occasion with grace.
just read ure blog, glad ure doin better, uve got a really positive attitude, i feel positive sometimes, but other times, i feel like theres no hope for me! i'm like that too, its all about worryin what others think of us aint it? and why do we? its so stupid! its like the sensible rational side of our brains tellin us that but theres the devil side, thats makin us this way, tellin us what others think is important! aarrrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!! - sori!
homework sucks @$$ dude.lol you crack me up (the life). i finally slept last night, the other night i stayed up all night because i thought i had to for some reason. Yeah, i feel like i'm strong, but it's not doing any good :) we'll be alright somehow, just don't know when, or how. i say $^% the world too. some days i feel like saying $^% it, and then some days i feel like saving it. god, i hope we getta meet one day. dude, if you don't say $^% the world, the fucking world steps all over you.. hope you get some sleep tonight yeah, weed creates an illusion that you are perfectly fine and happy, but there are underlying poo going on. but weed definitely used to be a happy drug. just can't get sucked under by anything right now. cigarettes are all i need !!!! lol