Looking at games, pondering the internet for hours, watching movies, talking about philosophy, and listening to music.
MOVIES
Peaceful Warrior, Bachelor Party 2,
Blow, Fighter in the Wind, Die bad,
American Pimp, He was a quiet man, Spun, Boss'n up, What the BLEEP do we know?.
Gladiator; My all time favorite movie... I think this was the first movie I actually cried while watching, and I think this movie influence me alot as a kid... this and other kungfu movies.
Bachelor Party 2,
Blow
Fighter in the Wind, Die bad,
American Pimp, He was a quiet man, Spun, Boss'n up, What the BLEEP do we know?,
Thank you for smoking; it gave me alot of insights on stuff thats usually controversial... I felt that I should always keep an openmind in disputes.
Find me guilty; I liked this movie because for the first time that I actually saw the mobs family or loving side. Sure it might get alittle crazy but familys still family right?
MUSIC
I like lots of music... Maybe its cuz I've never been too upsessed with one genre or a band. The music I listen to, the way I see it, shows what kind of road I have walked till now... and also what kind of road I want to walk.
Lol getting alil corny up here huh? anyway the kind of music I listen to also changes with my mood... so don't be surprised to see me listening to rap but the next day some classical @$$ music lol.
To me the saddest songs are the oldies...
BOOKS
Huck Finn, Insightful and Philosophical books, That book that I forgot the name of.
Smile, nice songs, understanding people, someone whos spontaneous(like out of nowhere), night wind, girls who can cook. Being Happy, People that influence and someone I can look up to. Positiveness. Good attitude. Money...
TURN OFFS
people who think others are low, when I feel lonely, when I feel that feeling tat I am out of place or lost in the world. When I forget something and I cant remember. Bitchy people. Bad vibe.
ABOUT ME
Hey my name is Steven and recently as you can see, I ran into this wall called social phobia. Even though it seems like a tall wall I think it will strengthen me to reach my goal, u know "NO PAIN NO GAIN!"you know what make that "MORE PAIN MORE GAIN", I think this phrase makes you want more pain or something. well till that one day that I can jump through this wall like a hurdle. I am looking forward to meeting people that are like minded and people that have sad.
I believe tat for miracles to happen you need to believe, and yes miracles CAN happen.
Lol it might sound like I am showing off if I add this... and maybe I AM! Just looked up the ups of my personality... and it makes me feel better when I look at em :D.
* Project-oriented
* Enjoy generating ideas and theories
* Creative and ingenius
* Bright and capable
* Flexible and Diverse
* Excellent communication skills
* Enjoy debating issues with other people
* Excellent people skills
* Natural leaders, but do not like to control people
* Resist being controlled by people
* Lively and energetic; able to motivate others
* Highly value knowledge and competence
* Logical, rational thinkers
* Able to grasp difficult concepts and theories
* Enjoy solving difficult problems
* Dislike confining schedules and environments
* Dislike routine, detailed tasks
This might change soon... I think I am getting closer and closer to Intp...
I believe tat for miracles to happen you need to believe, and yes miracles CAN happen.
"If you seek, how is that different from pursuing sound and form? If you don't seek, how are you different from earth, wood, or stone? You must seek without seeking." - Fo-Yan
Every right-minded man has a philosophy of life, whether he knows it or not. Hidden away in his mind are certain governing principles, whether he formulates them in words or not, which govern his life. Surely his ideal ought to be to contribute all that he can, however little it may be, whether of money or service, to human progress.
- John D. Rockefeller
I would love to think like that too... but HEY I also think that its possible :D, lets just try to be kind to people and wish everyone for the better :D. Lol I am not doing much too... ahhh its a drag, anyways watchu been up to?
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Say Man, good to hear from you. I am loaded up at work this week and will probably have SAF withdrawal before the weeks out. Lol. Hope you have a great week.
True...There are much more important things to worry about! I should know! :P lol
I'm sure it won't affect you much...
I haven't been up to much. Stayed home all day today, and tomorrow I'm going to my aunt and uncle's house for Thanksgiving dinner. I was gonna ask what you were doing for the Thanksgiving weekend, but then realised yours is later than ours here in Canada...What are you doing for the non-Thanksgiving weekend?
Ps. I love the 'You Don't Know Me' song on your playlist! It's great! Ya, that's it. :P
haha morocco? hmmm...don't know much about that place. k, go visit those mountain folks and i'm just gonna go to tehachapi lol don't know why XD
LOL
really? coooool :D hey what's somethin vegetarian that's hecka good? some people i know want me to go out to a korean restaurant in town next week and i have no idea what to order lol
hmmm well, it's going to be in defense so it might not hurt you that much but idk. and i'll never really know, but i heard about that too....i think that's called post traumatic stress disorder? anyway.....haha that'd be cool(living like that, not the shipwreck lol). living on an island would be waaaayy better than fighting haha are you gonna talk to a volleyball or w/e?? XD
oh, and kinda random, but my mom was lookin for a job for extra cash so i was jokin w/her about workin at starbucks(so she could tell me the recipes). well, today i found out she's workin for em LOL and in a few days she's gonna be taught how to make the drinks. yum! i'm probably gonna drink soooo much coffee now! :D
lol thx... u said u didn't have much advice but u said enough. It really helped me :D. lol yeah I am sure itll get better as I get older... and some of the fun thing prolly has something to do with all the depressed feelings that Ive been having for awhile , but I guess everyone has problems . Yeah that age and cultural difference is bigger then I thought, its weird how a year can change so much things in the world, u know what I mean? lol I don't know if I should say this but you in that pic up there looks JUST LIKE MY DAD lol
Glad to here you got something positive from it. I would love to think everyone you meet in life might come away a bit better for know you. Nice thought, huh? You are trying and thats more then I did for a while. This site is a great place to pratice. Take care.
lol we're still talking about peter pan :D hmmm....so using that logic...if someone says you look cute, then you have to hate yourself???? LOL jk jk ahhh i'm bored
haha you'd have to eat soooooo much food for that to happen in 2 days. and like not move either lol
yeah, i've always thought making movies and that kind of stuff is cool, but i could never direct em after i wrote em. trying to get what was in my mind for the scene into real life or w/e seems pretty difficult. and sounds like you do...so are you gonna make scary movies, epic type movies or what? :D and yeah, you probably are lol i just noticed you wrote that at 6 in the morning or so. ahhh too early
oh, i saw something like that on that mythbusters show, but i can't remember much of it ahhh...if i thought like that then i wouldn't eat! lol nah, i can't eat meat. after awhile, it didn't even sound good. to be honest, when i try to think of what a burger tastes like, i barely remember LOL but there's a bunch of good stuff, like those veggie burgers from bk. those are heckkka good XD i liked em before i became vegetarian. haha cool
oh that makes sense...but that's good your like that cuz it'll kinda come in handy for that sorta situation! haha i just imagined you're like "dude, did you see what i just did??? totally dodged everything!!" and the guy next to you is just gonna be trying not to freak out or something lol
yeah, the whole morality thing.....i mean the whole "not supposed to murder", but at the same time people fought each other in the bible and all that, but anyway! haha that's okay...you can just type funny stuff when you're sleepy and i'll just laugh at everything, k? :D
haha are you gonna talk to a volleyball or w/e?? XD
, but I guess everyone has problems 
. Yeah that age and cultural difference is bigger then I thought, its weird how a year can change so much things in the world, u know what I mean?
