games, movies, doing what I feel like, I am big on feeling music and sometimes when no ones looking I like to groove... especially September that's my groove song.
MOVIES
Peaceful Warrior, Gladiator, Bachelor Party 2, Blow,
Fighter in the Wind, Die bad, American Pimp, He was a quiet man, Spun, Boss'n up, What the BLEEP do we know?
MUSIC
BOOKS
Huck Finn, Insightful and Philosophical books, That book that I forgot the name of.
Smile, nice songs, understanding people, someone whos spontaneous(like out of nowhere), night wind, girls who can cook. Being Happy, People that influence and someone I can look up to. Positiveness
Aint no stopping us now! :D
TURN OFFS
people who think others are low, when I feel lonely, when I feel that feeling tat I am out of place or lost in the world. When I forget something and I cant remember. Bitchy people.
ABOUT ME
Hey my name is Steven and recently as you can see, I ran into this wall called social phobia. Even though it seems like a tall wall I think it will strengthen me to reach my goal, u know "NO PAIN NO GAIN!"you know what make that "MORE PAIN MORE GAIN", I think this phrase makes you want more pain or something. well till that one day that I can jump through this wall like a hurdle. I am looking forward to meeting people that are like minded and people that have sad.
I can't really describe my personality so I will let this do it for me
Strengths
* Enthusiastic, upbeat, and popular
* Can be very charming
* Excellent communication skills
* Extremely interested in self-improvement and growth in their relationships
* Laid-back and flexible, usually easy to get along with
* Big idea-people, always working on a grand scheme or idea
* Usually good at making money, although not so good at managing it
* Take their commitments and relationships very seriously
* Able to move on with their lives after leaving a relationship
Weaknesses
* Always excited by anything new, they may change partners frequently
* Tendency to not follow through on their plans and ideas
* Their love of debate may cause them to provoke arguments
* Big risk-takers and big spenders, not usually good at managing money
* Although they take their commitments seriously, they tend to abandon their relationships which no longer offer opportunity for growth
Your Social Anxiety Level: 32%
You have low social anxiety.
Of course very unfamiliar or strange situations make you uncomfortable.
But you can pull through and handle almost any social occasion with grace.
Are you serious? Is that even possible? lol its going to work out alright . God nuthin to do... I am depressed.
Don't be depressed! There's so much fun and exciting and nice people out there! haha
HOpe you're not too depressed; everything tends to work out for the better, but the harmony of the universe is off. I truly believe that you'll make it through whatever you need to make it through casue you're that strong. Take care of yourself, and be kind to yourself. That's all you can really do right now. Going through the same thing with my friends that you are. They just don't understand me anymore. Tried talking to one of em and she just made me feel like we connect, but the shadow thing. Kinda sad, but encouraging at the same time because i know i have grown into a different Tina D they probably don't know it, and maybe don't even care, but i have to stick to what i believe and feel about my own conceptions of the world and the people and worlds around me. i guess when you've been through hard times, you have a greater appreciation for life and its surrounding entities. They kinda bring me down too . i don't think life is about being "cool" by definition, but finding your own definition of it. I'm just really glad i have a support system
Haha I was going to say... what exactly is "normal"
Well my friend introduced me to this site last night, and it seemed very fitting and was explained how everyone was very welcoming and nice. I have had SA for some time. Years of playing video games and cutting off most social aspects in life in general only worsened it. I can sometimes do the whole one on one thing, but usually beyond that is really hard.
Really?? yeah it is pretty cool but I have so much pages I need to READ! and not to mention a whole lot of work, but you know what its going to come in handy. My bad, I've been so tired lately, I goto sleep like at 10-11 nowadays. It's been like forever lol since I slept early.
I know what you mean; seems like everyone is tired these days. I actually met a cool person in real life, at the supermarket . My hopes are up a little.
. God nuthin to do... I am depressed.
