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Adventure, sci-fi, dramatic, black/white old, action and some comedy. I'm not into movies that are just comedy genre and extreme violent/horror movies.

I love all sorts of music! I listen to AOL Radio. I pretty much listen to stuff most people don't know about. I do listen to local radio stations only when I'm on the treadmill. My favorite music artist is Ulrich Schnauss.

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About Me
I am a dreamer, I'm very shy, understanding, friendly, sweet, goofy, silly, socially awkward, allergic to cats and creative. I workout but I don't like doing it. My dream is to help anything that is living. I can be girly at times but dorky as well. I'm single. I can be a interesting person once you get to know me. I'm usually not the one that talks first. I don't party but I like to be in an adventure. I don't curse that much or at all, but maybe just maybe in a tough situation. Oh, I'm also alittle germaphobic but not to the point it ruins my life. I also can be alittle introverted towards people. I'm in the Three Stooges Official Club and also in the DQ Blizzard Club. I would like to travel outside the US. I wish to have my very own business. I can be alittle controlling, I also tend to have no patients.




SA Story:
I think mine started officially when I was in 6th grade. I do remember, though, walking in my first day of school of 5th grade and feeling extremely awkward, a feeling I've never felt before, but I never thought much about it. Now that I remember, I was nervous somewhat everyday when in 5th grade, but still never thought too much about it. Although, in 6th grade, I started thinking that something was wrong with me. I wasn't sure at the moment what it was but I all I thought at the moment was that I was depressed because I was in a new setting. And, I thought it was going to go away after awhile and getting used to. Days went by and I wasn't getting used to it and at the time I didn't really had good friends. I began to get picked on because I never talked. I thought I was just shy and middle school was something new to me. I was wrong about just being shyness because as the years went by I've gotten worst to the point now I am thinking about suicide and it scares me. I've never had a job, I don't know how to drive and I never get out much. I'm going to college but it is so hard to do. Most of my time I just stay in my room and get more sick. I'm afraid and ashame to get help. I am afriad of myself because when I'm deeply emotional, I tend to really have intense suicidal thoughts and I'm afraid that one day I will kill myself. And, to make matters worst, I feel useless because I can't get myself a job and help out with my family. They are struggling with the bills and there is nothing I can do. And, when I think about my future or my pretend future, I get more depressed because there is no way I can fulfill my dream. I don't know what to do right now. I can't get help on my own.










Your Social Anxiety Level: 76%




You have high social anxiety.

You have a pretty serious social phobia, and it effects your life more than you may realize.

It's possible that you've made yourself comfortable by avoiding situations you dread.

But don't be fooled - you still probably need professional help.