So I'm on here because you guessed it, I have SA Disorder. I hate it more than anything! I'm 24 years old and I feel haven't begun to live yet because of my SA. I always knew there was something wrong with me, but I didn't realize that I had SA until the begining of 2007. I have been on Effexor XR in the past for depression, (which i now knw is caused by my SA), but couldn't handle the side affects so I stopped taking it. I tried therapy for a few months, but stopped going when it made me more depressed realizing it wasn't going to work. Currently I am not in therapy nor on any meds. I'm not sure what to try at this point, but something's gotta give because I've been fighting this for over 20 years and I'm growing tired of it. My life is lame as hell and it always has been. I have very few friends, hate my job, can't go to a gym or to clubs or learn/do anything new because I'm afraid of judgement. What really bothers me about this disorder is when I realize that my 20"s will be over soon and I still haven't even lived as much as the average 15 year old has.