10/06/2008 04:30:38

Turning 24 is horrible, I'm 26!  I know what you mean though, I get a bit down on the fact I haven't done much so far at my age when others have done so much more.  Recently I took a trip down to London on my own, the first time I've done something like that by myself and I handled it well apart from struggling to sleep.  I met up with a fellow SA person there and had a good time, will hopefully be going back later this month. I've tried to get out quite a lot recently and take photos so my SA hasn't been so bad, although I have gone through some pretty nasty depressive spells.  It's mostly caused by feeling lonely I think.  I'm hoping to go to Uni next year so I'm quite focused on getting ready for that really.  Having so much spare time really gives me too much time to think negative thoughts.

shel_90210 wrote: hey u! its been a while since i wrote you how u been? ive not been coming on here so often of late, trying to cut back on being online because its kind of crippling especially as ive been spending way too much time on here and not enough with building up my life.and with turning 24 which is horrible lol, i dont want to be stuck in this same routine and letting s.a control my life as it is,so yeah i guess im drawing up a plan. anyway sorry to rant on just been a bit fustraited with myself and life lately. so what u been up to lately and how u coping with ur s.a right now?

10/05/2008 08:23:23

Hey don't worry I've been lazy too in writing back messages. lol It's been really nice talking to you online the past couple of times. I hope we can continue to do it. So don't worry I don't think I'll be break dancing anytime soon. lol I can barely walk. haha So I promise not to hurt myself. My whole leg feels so wierd though. lol

Ohhh yeah! I forgot to tell you...I beat Metal Gear Solid 4 last Monday..it was a really good game. I can't even imagine how much time they put into making that..it was so complex. That's funny about your brother. I can just picture him being all into Call of Duty 4 and then flying off the handle when he loses. lol It seems like he is a bit of a spazz. (like my brother ) He seems likeable enough though..I just hope that he isn't too mean to you. That's not cool.

Oh no. =/ You only managed the first couple of days of fasting? lol You're such a slacker Shell. haha (I'm kidding of course ) It's ok though..seriously..if you really want to do it there is always next year for fasting. :) I have trouble falling asleep to when I am not in a ball. But sometimes I can take power naps when I am sitting. But I have to be REALLY tired.

I have never seen Starship Troopers. I know...I know...I'm sorry I will have to see that too along with Breakfast Club. That's funny that you identify me with Emelio Estevez's character in that movie. haha That's pretty flattering..he was a pretty cool guy back in the 80's. Wouldn't mind being like him..So I guess I have to see that soon!! OOOH man Shell.....I've never seen any Saw movies either. I feel like such an idiot. lol I don't really watch movies like that though. I watch like older movies and more dramas and critically acclaimed pictures. :P But I guess I'm going to have to watch a whole bunch of movies so I will be able to know what you are talking about when you bring them up in conversations. :D

Yeah it was probably the bus driver's fault when you guys got into the accident. lol I'm glad you didn't vouch for him. hahaha That happened to me though when I used to have my car..the suburu.. R.I.P. I tried to switch lanes so I could get into a cash lane at the toll before getting into the Lincoln Tunnel to get into New York City..but this big dump truck slowed down in front of me and the side of my car got scraped and my side mirror was smashed off. I was so pissed. lol Anyway, I don't want this to get toooo long. I want to hear back from you within at least the next month. haha Have a great week Shelly! Talk to you soon. Oh and don't forget about the favor I asked. It would really make me happy. Thanks!

10/03/2008 04:38:31

Just checking in, nice Optimus Prime background! Hope all is well in Birmingham.

10/02/2008 11:07:37

shel_90210 wrote: HAPPPPPYYY BIRTHDAY! ! hope you have a good one

thanks :)

10/02/2008 06:15:07

Hey its ok. haha The surgery went really well. :) Talk to you soon.