HEY GORGEOUS I had a BRILL birthday..thanks!! Not a party or anything, but did some things I always WANTED to do, and got GREAT support from Geo!!! I'm SO SORRY I've not replied sooner.
My comp has a virus held in the vault (trojan horse..) and won't let me on the internet now..don't know if they're related or not..but the laptop is acting wierd. I'm wireless..so that could have something to do with it too.
ANYHOW....till it's fixed....I'm having to venture out alone to the library and walk through the shopping mall to get here..so it's probably doing me some good!!LOL!! I've discovered the 'joy's of a hat with a rim to hide behind.... and when the weather permits. .sunglasses too...LOL!! HOW ARE YOU?? Anything new? Are you still in pain honey.. :( I'm sorry if you are!! I HOPE you're doing well, and taking good care of yourself?? YOu are a VERY WONDERFUL loving person, and YOU DESERVE THE BEST!!! Lx:o).
really, for some reason i thought i must have annoyed you in some way, but I guess that's SA for you! Guy Fawkes was this terrrorist years and years...centuries! ago, who plotted to blow up the houses of parliament with gun powder, but he got foiled and executed... so every year we have fireworks and burn effigies on a bon fire.. to "celebrate" nice huh!
ouch! so how did you break it? hope it's healing alright. i started my foundation course in september it's going alright, there's alot more work then i thought there would be though! also there's about 10 of us in the class, and about half of them aren't very nice people. they decided to blame me (god knows why) for snitching to the tutors about their behaviour... even though it's their own faults for their own behaviour. anyway i was only getting comments when my back was turned (i know pathetic!) and in the end i couldn't take it so i somehow managed to confront one of them!! so now i'm not getting the comments... although i still feel the hostility ... probably because i'm the 'good girl' :P! i can't believe it went on though... this is the sort of thing that happenes in school! so yeah, that's what i've been up to :P
I need to follow your example and get new jeans as well - all mine are falling off me. hehe
Paris was one place my mom really wanted to go and everyone talks about Paris so I figured, why not. Not somewhere I'd ever desire to go again lol. Austria was really, really, really nice. I would definitely keep that on a list of places to go. Well I can't speak for all of Austria but Vienna was wonderful!
I hate the lack of understanding too!! But I have to say a lot of people have given up their seats on the metro/underground subway systems for him which was really nice. Ew but one woman on this trip in particular stands out for me who was just staring at him while he was just doing his little happy motions because he was excited and she looked like she had never been more disgusted with anything in her life. If I didn't have this damn anxiety I totally would have said something to her.
Anyway, my weekend was great! Just got back to my apartment in Florence after a visit to Venice. Classes start again tomorrow. Boo. lol. :) But all in all the trip was pretty nice. It just sucks that it means my time over here is more than half over. How was your Halloween and weekend?
my halloween was great thanks! yeah, i was with a few of my friends including laura for it :) yeeees laura is great :D ha yeh you should say hello again :) oo, yes, a clockwork orange is very good, haven't seen it in a while though, maybe i should sometime ha. yeah, interview with the vampire is very good, i really liked it when i was younger, strangly aha. i'm good anyways. going to see the fireworks tonight for bonfire night.. early, yes i know aha. so my weekend has been good :D how about yours?
Hey, my halloween was good thanks. I didn't do much, just hand out sweets to the younger children. What did you do? Thank you, yep that's me. hehe. Not ready for a photo yet but you may have meez, lol.
hii yeah it has been ages! i'm alright just sitting around waiting to go out tonight to see a fireworks display. It's Guy Fawkes night in the uk on the 5th... but for some reason our town is hosting it tonight! how you doing?
haha yes that outfit does come in handy im probably going to some house party which im not too excited about , i am however excited about the costume i just bought haha. its 80s inspired white trash at its best. you should drop in chat sometime no one will be mean! well most of the time at least haha. or do you have msn messenger thing?
Yeah I know what you mean Lindsy. I've been feeling that way this week also. Just feels like there aren't any good people in the world. :( I guess it's just me being depressed though. haha But to answer your question...yes I think about how cruel and evil the world can be a lot. :/ In fact probably too much. It's sad but I just keep trying to tell myself that there is some good thrown in there because I think good things do happen...even though it is not as often as I would like. lol And there are good people but I think they are hard to find. And most people don't really care about you I'm starting to find out. They would rather just sit back and take care of themselves rather then help some people who really do need it whether they are family members or strangers. I might be wrong though.
So how are you doing today? I hope that this day has been like one of the best days of your life. lol But seriously I really hope you are feeling happier Lindsy.
Well in a sense, as far as fighting nature to survive, yes you do have to put yourself before others. However... its like... for instance "someone walks up to you in a parkinglot asking for money... you wonder what they will do with it but you have a bit of extra money... " do you hand them the money or ridicule them? I hand them the money because I know for a fact that if someone is BEGGING for money... they must in someway or at somepoint need it much more than me... esspecially if I know in my head at that moment tha tI have the money to give.... problem with ppl today... is its rare you find one who thinks that way.
Its all in how we're raised. I'm feeling a ton better today btw, manic moods, I like when Im up though! Just managed to wake with my brain in order today, its a good feeling.
(((HUGS))) You're a good guy andy and you know anyone is lucky to have you as a friend, I know I am.
Hey Kelly I'm good just hanging around the house. How's it going with you? I loved Clockwork Orange. lol I saw it for the first time earlier this year. Have you read the book? :)
cool :) yeah i am okay too thanks, just organising things for halloween aha
wow, you only saw it this year? it's good isn't it? :) yeah i read the book after i first watched the film, i had a small phase where i really liked it aha :)
I had a BRILL birthday..thanks!! Not a party or anything, but did some things I always WANTED to do, and got GREAT support from Geo!!! I'm SO SORRY I've not replied sooner.
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i'm alright just sitting around waiting to go out tonight to see a fireworks display. It's Guy Fawkes night in the uk on the 5th... but for some reason our town is hosting it tonight! how you doing? 
And most people don't really care about you I'm starting to find out. They would rather just sit back and take care of themselves rather then help some people who really do need it whether they are family members or strangers. I might be wrong though.
