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Thought I would drop in for a few minutes to check on everyone.  I set the font bigger to make blogging a little easier for me until I get the laser surgery done. Finally connected with the office and have the procedure set for Oct. 19th. I'm just going to have to be patient until then. I'll try to get to SAF as much as my eyes will let me.  The past few days I was so full of pep and energy and today I'd rather sleep.  I hate when that happens.  It's such a let down. I'll be checking of my girlfriend's cats while she and her husband are in Florida.  I'll go to their house about every 3 days to check on them...........and the bird. Tomorrow will be the first day to their house. they have two cats and a bird. I stay and play with the cats for a little.  After a few visits they really get all over me :)

I started a blog 5 minutes ago being very frustrated about making an appointment with the eye surgeon for laser surgery for scar tissue on my left eye. The surgery coordinator and I have been playing phone tag all week and I was so worried about being pushed into November for the surgery and making phone calls is THE WORSE TASK for me to do because of the SA.  As I started to write the blog, she called!  It's set for Oct. 19th.  Thank goodness. My left eye has been the reason why I haven't been on the computer as much as I normally am because it's such a strain on my right eye.  It's my own fault for not calling a lot sooner.  I pushed my luck because it was so hard to make that phone call. So dumb of me............

WHAT A GREAT BUNCH!!!  From the looks of it........not a soul forgot about me while I took my "leave of absence".  Don't know what to say

Fist thing I'm doing before anything else is to let you all know what happened to me because I haven't been on in a few days. I didn't abandon SAF.  First, I WAS BUSY!  I had several things to do and some major projects to work on.......like cleaning the house. Actually, the house isn't clean but I had stuff to do and helped a few people clean out some of their stuff, I had  some appointments, paperwork to work on, packages to wrap for the post office which I'll  take Monday to mail, etc. etc. I just got very behind in things and secondly I forgot my password. I didn't want to change it so I tried for two days to get on SAF and finally gave up and had to get a new password.  Obviously, it wasn't going to come to me.  A few weeks ago we had to change our password on ebay and paypal because we got some "suspicious email" . Which is actually a good thing because EVERYTHING that I was signed into had one of two passwords and that's about 30-40 accounts/sites for many years and it was overdue to be changed  So, now we have new ones and I gave SAF one of it's own which I don't have listed anywhere. All others are listed in a folder. Which now comes to this ADD memory problem. As long as I was using the new password at least once a day, I was fine. But, since I haven't been on SAF for a few days - the brain lost it. Now I have to think of another one that I can relate to and remember..........yea, right!!!!!!!!  So, in the future, if those of you who know me, don't see me here for a few days, I'm either on vacation (that could be anywhere from Poland to the hospital), very busy or forgot my password again. I consider SAF.....NOT Social Anxiety Friends but Social Anxiety Family and I know if I didn't see someone here for a few days, I'd worry so I'm sorry if I worried anybody and will try better next time. I'm going to go to my profile now and travel around SAF.

Okay, I got mixed up with which horoscope I was refering to BUT it still was TODAY's horoscope.  I said I got it from SAF.  That wasn't exactly true.  It was from our local news site.  I just went ranting and raving to my poor husband as he hasn't been here all day, about my day, took some more ativan, then gave everyone who had a birthday here at SAF, a birthday greeting. That made me feel better. Funny, how doing something like that, makes a person feel better or could it be the ativan kicking in? Either way, I know I'll survive. After all, I have you guys.

My daughter-in-law came in while I was trying to get that last blog out about my horoscope.  She did break up my mood a little and gave me a big hug. She knew I was down, but I didn't go into it cause we'd be here all night. It wasn't only one - it was 3 different people that laid crap on me.  What part of "I have a life" don't they understand.......

Even today's horoscope in SAF told me not to committe myself to anything today because it may be that I'm asked to do more than is realistic. "If you accept you will be obliged to see the project through until the end, and that could be a long time indeed. You would be better of pursuing your own goals rather than helping others trying to attain theirs. At least this way you are in control of the outcome."  
 

What is everybody's problem??  What is my problem?? Everybody lays this crap on me and when I try to take care of MYSELF, they get pi---d and I sulk in quilt.  The ativan just aien't doing it.

Sitting here for a few minutes until my back goes "back in place".  Been crawling in and out of the cubby hole, dragging boxes out and tossing 90% out.  The cubby hole is a "crawl" place and need to get the stuff out of there before there comes a day that I won't be able to do get in. I guess it's just time to let go.  So this is what I'm doing on Labor Day - I'm Laboring - but so is my husband.....except he's not doing it here.  He's been helping friends rebuild a room in a 'turn of the centry' house. I think I may have mentioned this before. So, it's like I don't see him hardly at all.  I've always enjoyed my "alone time" and I still do.  Altho, it's starting to get a little lonely, especially, since I've been blowing up at many.  I just had another screaming match with the mother of my step-son.  Too complicated to even try to explain, other then she is brain dead and I truly tried being understanding but I can only do that for so long. Of course, we both go for therapy so that should explain a lot.  My ADD is really kicking in as I have "12" projects going on at the same time and I'm so confused as what to do next, in meantimes, I'm thinking of all these other things to start. I'm doing well with my willpower and haven't started a "13th".

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