I GO TO:
concerts.
movies.
baseball games.

sometimes I swim.
I sing.
I dance.

SOOOOOOOO many. My guy is a filmmaker, movies are his passion so we watch at least two of these a day.

Concerts are my favorite thing in the world. I go to many of these. Many.

a few favorites are Radiohead, Queens of the Stone Age, Muse, Interpol, Arcade Fire, the Doors, the Beatles, Pink Floyd, the White Stripes, Underworld, Zero 7, Beck, Massive Attack, Bjork, Oasis.....I'll go on forever so I just won't.

Don't read enough. I enjoy animal encyclopedias and history books. I hate magazines.

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music lovers, dance machines, the relaxed, the passionate, those searching for knowledge, baseball players, recreational drug-heads.

know-it-alls, talk-aholics, unfaithful mates, label obsessed, stuck-up, rude arrogant ignorant uncaring bastards.

I have trouble communicating with people. I have very few friends, and the quality of my relationships have been deteriorating.

I am annoyed easily. Too many people in my life have come to me to talk about things that don't interest me a bit. I am a polite person, so I don't let them know how I feel...I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I sit and take in the small talk. BUT......the fact that people are constantly talking about things I don't care about...makes me insecure about what I find to be interesting or important. Now I feel as though I am the annoying or boring one. I don't want to be disliked. I yearn for approval from everyone.

I'm learning more and more about life. I know that the more you learn, the more you realize you don't know much. I'm beginning to feel as though life is just not that important. So the fact that people have these trivial things to discuss all day, well that's just normal. A normal part of this little life. So I know I need to learn to take it without such negative feeling inside.

I'm constantly questioning my own thoughts. I would like some peace. Music brings me peace. Now I'm all about music.