Graphic designing, animals, music. Hanging on my laptop 24/7.Watching movies and those fake reality shows. Myspace addict. Feel free to add me www.myspace.com/locagraphix or visit my website www.locagraphix.com

I love all kind of old movies
Forrest Gump, Overboard, Pretty woman, Jackass 2, Finding Nemo,Drumline, White Chicks, Jeepers Creepers, Jaws, Boogie Man, Cabin Fever, Titanic,Meet the fockers, Shallow Hal, Unbreakable, The haunting, White Noise, Carrie, Halloween, yadda yadda yadda. Funny how I love Horror movies now as an adult. I was always terrifed of scary movies and would have nightmares as a child. I also love comedies and standup shows. My favorite comedian is Lisa Lampanelli & Lavell Crawford.

I'm always watching movies on tv.

Reggaeton, Merengue, Salsa, Bachata, Rap, R&B and more Rap! Artists like Three 6 Mafia, Lil Jon, Ludacris, Webbie, Lil Wayne, Hector n Tito, Ivy Queen,Tony Dize, Wisin and Yandel, Nickelback, Daughtry, etc etc.

Beyond shyness by Jonathan Berent. I'm not much of a book reader, If I want to read I go on the internet!

Does anyone know anymore SAD type websites??


Things You Never Wanted to Know About Me But Will Now

What time is it right now?: It's time for YOU to get a watch
What is your current mood?: Feeling sick and like I want to barf because of the pill I just took
What is your first name?: Jessikah
What is your middle name?: I dont have one (honestly)
What color is your hair right now?: Dark Brown
What is your natural hair color?: Dark Brown
What hairstyle do you have right now?: hair flopped up with a clip, bc my hair is long and gets on my last nerves
How tall are you?: tall? im short 5'3
How much do you weigh?: 10 Tons how about you hehe. NUNYA-Bizness
Do you have a birthmark?: Yup on my inner thigh
Freckles?: um no
Scars?: one on my thigh, its small
How did you get your scars?: I was cleaning our bar and a glass broke and cut me this was way back when..
What color are your eyes?: Mysterious Dark Brown
Do you wear glasses or contacts?: Contacts, I cant see nothing without them. and I will never wear glasses again
If you could change anything about your body, what would it be?: get rid of baby fat lol
If you could change anything about your personality, what would it be?: ha! be more talkative with strangers
If you could change anything about your life, what would it be?: be "normal"
What are you adamant about?: ....
When do you feel beautiful?: when I'm dressed nice n have nice makeup n hair
What/who do you cherish?: my fiance and my dogs
What are you determined to do?: succeed in school
What/who do you enjoy most?: being on SAF
What/who would you fight for?: My loved ones or any animal, that's the one time i snapped at the neighbors kids bc they were throwing rocks at my dogs and i got soOOo angry I opened the door and yelled
What/who would you give your life for?: Love ones and friends
Where is your heart?: in my body lol
What area are you most intelligent about?: Street smarts
What is one thing you won't joke about?: my SA issues
What/who would you kill for?: I'd kill for my pets!
What makes you mean?: People's BS,
Do you ever pretend to be anything?: i pretend to be a dancer after I watch the dance shows I dance around the house like a NUT
What are you curious about?: Everyone's SA issues, i'm facinated by others stories on here
What is your: my what.....
What would you tell everyone, if everyone was listening?: "understand me!"
Do you care about what others think of you?: yes i do
What is your favorite word?: PUNK
What is your favorite swear word?: MF....
Where is your favorite travel destination?: no where, i never go out of Louisiana
What is the farthest you have traveled?: honduras yrs yrs ago... drove there
What is your favorite quote?: When the cats' away the mouse will play
What is your favorite cologne?: Coolwater on a man! MmmmMmmm
What is your favorite perfume?: Oscar de la renta- i forgot which name it was tho
What is your favorite video game?: I dont play video games
What would you tell the president if you talked to him/her today?: sup dude
What direction is your computer chair facing right now?: sideways
Should drugs be legal? Why?: no, bc too many crackheads running around as it is
Should prostitution be legal? Why?: no, be a man and find a real woman who will sleep with you!! it's called Marriage!
What country were you born in?: The United States
Have you ever ordered anything from an infomercial?: not me but my bf
Do you believe in God? Karma? Evil? Evolution?: Yes i do
Are you afraid of germs?: germs are all around so im not goin nuts over it
Can you spell?: yes i can
Do you pronounce Boise as Boy-See or Boy-Zee?: boy zee
Boise is pronounced Boy-See!: so what! I dont live there
Are you rude?: I can be
Do you think being rude is hurtful?: yes i do
Do you care?: yes i care sometimes
Do you have a tattoo? Where? What?: no i dont
If not, will you ever get one?: i would like too, nothing big maybe a fleur de lis
Is your room/house messy?: not really
Were your parents/grandparents immigrants?: yeah, damn those immagrants lol
Should anyone be able to immigrate anywhere?: i dont care
Who treats you the best?: kenneth
Do you know anyone who is Jewish?: no i dont
Catholic? Buddhist? Muslim? Christian? Mormon?: yes on catholic, yes on buddist, yes on muslim yes on christan, NO on mormon
Atheist? Agnostic?: no
Wiccan?: huh
Homosexual?: yes kind of
Have they tried to convert you?: nope
Do you love them any less?: eh dont talk to them just know about them
Can you touch your nose with your tongue?: no i cant
What do you/did you want to be when you grow up?: a veterinarian
Where do we go when we die?: in a casket
What do you need to work on most?: social skills and anger management
What place do you want to visit most?: Hawaii
If you could meet one person, who would it be?: REGGIE BUSH REGGIE BUSH REGGIE BUSH-he is so fine and sexy
What would you say to them?: Your so gorgeous!
What is the best invention ever?: computer
Can I be Frank with you?: sure can I be Sally with you?!
What time is it now?: It's still time for you to get a watch!

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People who are funny and have a great sense of humor. People who enjoy dancing & drinking with me. Honestly and Loyalty is very important. I need to be able to trust you for the most part.

stuckup people, rude people, pple who judge me right off the bat. People who make comments about me speaking, I put on a smile but my blood boils inside. People who stare at me. Anyone who is mean to animals ticks me off!

I'm 27 year old Honduran Latina born and raised in New Orleans. I'm a full time Dental Assistant and Part time freelance Graphic Designer, I am currently enrolled in The Art Institue Online getting my AS in Graphic Design. I finally figured out I have Social Anxiety Disorder a few years ago. I have always been extremely shy and have always gotten yelled at by my parents growing up bc I was too shy and never talked to other people. I grew up always feeling depressed and unloved because of all the yelling from parents because I wasn't normal. I even tried to commit suicide when I was in Jr. High because I was so depressed and sick of being so damn shy about everything! No one knows that part about my life. I am sick and tired to death of people around me making small jokes about my talking. "Oh she wont say anything, tell jessica to go say something, etc" Only a handful of people in my life know that I have Social Anxiety Disorder including my fiance, my best frend, my sister in law and finally my dad. I have been with my boyfriend/fiance for about 8 years and he is wonderful and patient and accepts my SAD but every now and then he may tend to snap and just say "you can't do anything by yourself". That gets me angry .

Everyday is a challenge for me because I am a Dental Assistant and have to interact people every single day. I never go grocery shopping alone I always have to go with my fiance. The only place you might catch me alone is Walgreens but I get in and out quick. I hate feeling like people are watching me and judge me. For some reason I'm more uncomfortable around men, I guess I think they are always looking at me. I never use public restrooms due to s.a.d.

I turn to alcohol to help me cope with myself. If I am going to a family get together or birthday party I usually drink myself a daiquiri with a couple extra shots so I can feel comfortable where I'm at. I have a very short temper and get angry fast.

I am like Night and Day. I can be in the car with my boyfriend talking my butt off and being goofy and as soon as we pull into his family's driveway and see everyone its like a switch goes off and I'm so quiet and just smile a lot and answer with "one word" answers. At least his entire family accepts my 'shyness' and have never said anything bad about me. I'm afraid to have kids to be honest, I don't want my kids to inherit my SAD and suffer throughout life like I have and still do. Everyday I'm so depressed and wish I could wake up the next day and be able to say what the hell I want to anyone without being scared,embarrassed or nervous.






Other things that my SA controls are:
Credit card companies calling my cell phone- I'm afraid to answer due to the questions they will ask me.

Calling a credit card company- I have to rehearse in my head over and over what I need to ask. I make sure I write down everything even my name!

Driving with a passenger makes me nervous, I almost feel like I don't know how to drive or act in the car.

Going thru a drive-thru with someone in the car- Damn why do I get so nervous!?

Bringing or picking up trash cans from my long driveway- I guess I dont want the people driving by to look or honk at me.

Calling the not so close people to tell them happy birthday,mothers day etc- I can only do that with my best friend its hard for me to even say it to my mom, brother etc.

Eating in front of others- Wow did I ever get yelled at terribly by my parents about that!!! I would never eat in front of anyone growing up, I never would go out to eat. One time my aunt brung me to a chinese restaurant... Oh boy I was so nervous and inside the restaurant I Threw up!! How embarrassing. I'm still scared to eat in front of others BUT I have greatly improved thanks to my fiance kenneth. I will however, never order anything I have to eat with my hands like sandwiches.

Going to parties/get togethers- I normally try to make up excuses for not being able to go, like I have another party to go to, or I'm sick, or I dont have a car etc etc.


I can go on and on and on. I tend to cry a lot when I'm alone because I just start thinking of all the things that everyone can do and I cant! If it wasnt for SA I would probably be a veterinarian like I have always wanted to be. I would probably be a professional Latin Dancer because I love music and DANCE but nope I cant do what I want out side my comfort zone. There are so many things I would enjoy doing such as: being a photographer, breakdancing, ballroom dancing, interior designer, vet., zoologist, psychologist. I'm so surprised I'm a dental assistant and going to be a Graphic Designer.


There are times that I just want to go to sleep and never wake up to face another depressing day.