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32 years old
Sherwood, Arkansas
United States
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JOB: Unemployed
SMOKE: No
DRINK: No
RELIGION: Christian - other
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Married
BODY TYPE: Average
MEMBER SINCE: 12/17/2007
STAR SIGN: Gemini
LAST LOGIN: 08/07/2008 10:11:49

I've lost interest in most things...but I do still enjoy breathing, eating, sleeping, taking walks and watching tv.






mostly dramas and comedies

I Am Sam
Mystic River
Pursuit of Happyness
A Few Good Men
Love Stinks
This Boys Life
Enemy of the State
City of Angels
Face Off
Anger Management
Misery
War of the Roses
Bad Boys
The Net
Moving
Set it Off
American Beauty

I'll watch anything with Will Smith or Adam Sandler in it.



alternative and soft rock

Coldplay (my favorite)
Ozzy
Collective Soul
Alanis Morissette
Keane
Dave Mathews Band
Carrie Underwood
Tori Amos
Christina Aguilera

memoirs

A Child Called "It"
The Glass Castle
90 Minutes in Heaven
If I Am Dead or Missing



07/31/2008 02:06:37
06/27/2008 10:08:01
06/25/2008 10:56:57
06/18/2008 11:31:02
06/03/2008 08:48:07


Pets and animals







genuine people....ones who accept me for who I am.
how the air smells after it rains.
sunsets


Mean, judgmental, bossy, lying, arrogant, snobby people. bullies, catty women, fake people

Dr Phil
The Jerry Springer Show
Rod Stewart's voice (lol)
mosquitos (they're terrible in Arkansas!!)

Hi, my name is Shonda. I've had SA since I was about 12 but didn't realize it had a name until a few months ago. Everyday things are a big problem but making phone calls causes me the most anxiety. I don't have any "real life" friends but I'm lucky enough to have a husband and 2 kids. I still get very lonely and depressed.

I know what I want to say but my words don't always come out sounding natural. I am sincere though.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||| 16% Stability |||| 16% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||| 16% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious |||||||||||||||| 63% Hedonism |||||||||||| 43% Materialism |||||| 23% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness || 10% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70% Conflict seeking |||| 16% Need to dominate |||| 16% Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth || 10% Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76% Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Individuality |||| 16% Sexuality |||||||||||| 50% Peter pan complex |||||| 23% Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37% Histrionic || 10% Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Vanity |||||||||||| 43% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76% Indie |||||||||||||| 53%
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Your Social Anxiety Level: 88%




You have extreme social anxiety.

Your social phobia is a serious problem for you, and you definitely need help.

And while getting help may seem very scary, it's your only choice... except for hermitude!




You Are An ISFJ




The Nurturer



You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.

A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.

In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.

You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.



In love, you express your emotions through actions.

Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!



At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.



How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented



When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut





How You Life Your Life




You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.




Displaying 5 out of 295 comments
From: SpesVitae
08/07/2008 11:45:03
Thank you, Shonda. Take care as well. :)


From: wildcat
08/07/2008 09:35:22


hi eve hope you are having a nice day/evening.


From: SpesVitae
08/06/2008 11:58:39
I've just perused your gallery and you have very nice pictures. Star and Lauren seem so lovely. :]


From: SpesVitae
08/06/2008 11:54:46
Hi, Shonda. I very much appreciate your prayers; thank you so much. I originally called 911 cus dad was coughing up blood and was feeling extremely fatigued. It turned out that he was bleeding internally because of a ruptured esophagus, and the doctors still don't know what caused that. Unfortunately in the ER he also apparently suffered a heart attack, and then in the battery of tests they performed on him also discovered he has a liver tumor. They're still trying to determine where the original cancer came from, because apparently it spread to the liver. All we can do is commit him to God and pray for a miracle.


I like many of your songs on here as well! Delerium, Enigma, The Fray, and Clapton used to be staples on my burned CD's, hehe. Anyhow I hope that you, your husband and kids are faring nicely. God bless.


From: Anxiety75
08/06/2008 02:22:50
Thanks for your comment. I was also having these pulsating sensations all over but because of the anti-depressant I've been taking.



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