I've lost interest in most things...but I do still enjoy breathing, eating, sleeping, taking walks and watching tv.
MOVIES
mostly dramas and comedies
I Am Sam
Mystic River
Pursuit of Happyness
A Few Good Men
Love Stinks
This Boys Life
Enemy of the State
City of Angels
Face Off
Anger Management
Misery
War of the Roses
Bad Boys
The Net
Moving
Set it Off
American Beauty
I'll watch anything with Will Smith or Adam Sandler in it.
MUSIC
alternative and soft rock
Coldplay (my favorite)
Ozzy
Collective Soul
Alanis Morissette
Keane
Dave Mathews Band
Carrie Underwood
Tori Amos
Christina Aguilera
BOOKS
memoirs
A Child Called "It"
The Glass Castle
90 Minutes in Heaven
If I Am Dead or Missing
Dr Phil
The Jerry Springer Show
Rod Stewart's voice (lol)
mosquitos (they're terrible in Arkansas!!)
ABOUT ME
Hi, my name is Shonda. I've had SA since I was about 12 but didn't realize it had a name until a few months ago. Everyday things are a big problem but making phone calls causes me the most anxiety. I don't have any "real life" friends but I'm lucky enough to have a husband and 2 kids. I still get very lonely and depressed.
I know what I want to say but my words don't always come out sounding natural. I am sincere though.
Hi, Shonda. I very much appreciate your prayers; thank you so much. I originally called 911 cus dad was coughing up blood and was feeling extremely fatigued. It turned out that he was bleeding internally because of a ruptured esophagus, and the doctors still don't know what caused that. Unfortunately in the ER he also apparently suffered a heart attack, and then in the battery of tests they performed on him also discovered he has a liver tumor. They're still trying to determine where the original cancer came from, because apparently it spread to the liver. All we can do is commit him to God and pray for a miracle.
I like many of your songs on here as well! Delerium, Enigma, The Fray, and Clapton used to be staples on my burned CD's, hehe. Anyhow I hope that you, your husband and kids are faring nicely. God bless.