''Wont someone listen, nobody gets in, my body's a temple but nothing is simple. Silence is golden. I have been broken. Something was stolen. Safe in my own skin'' - garbage
forrest gump - all time fave
bram stokers dracula (gary oldman)
contact
what the bleep! do we know
LOTR!
adaptation!
Numb!
Helvetica!
MUSIC
progressive rock, jazz-fusion, world, all!
old video game music! sometimes active and sometimes passive to set the mood.
BOOKS
self-help, philosophy, science, veronika decides to die, design, animation, music theory, video aesthetics books, magazines, idea-mapping, ayn rand: objectivism, rational recovery, alcoholics anonymous, how to think about weird things: critical thinking for a new age, magazines
the big picture, details, understanding, serenity, mindfulness, people who know how to listen
TURN OFFS
when people use fear, violence, force towards other people. when people are unaware of the bad things they do and don't know about it. when i am acting like an idiot, when i don't listen, when my brain loses control and touch with "reality". when my mind wanders aimlessly.
ABOUT ME
I've been on this site since july. So far, I'm doing much better, and this site and the wonderful people here are a big reason. Is it cyberspace? Is it part of the real world? It definitely is part of my world. SAF rules. More power!
Your Thinking is Abstract and Random
You are flexible, adaptable, and creative.
There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them.
You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups.
You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths.
You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial.
You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.
Hi how are you doing tonight? Thank you for the compliment on the poerty on my page I will tell my friend that wrote it. I would like to be able like she does. :)
Your welcome Oh really thats cool. Yeah I love horror, my sister got me into it. I loved the butterfly effect, it was so awesome. So got any plans for the weekend?
HEY!!! PHEW...GLAD YOU@RE STILL WITH US!! SORRY about the rocky time you're having.
How is the move going?
I'm okay..working on my self esteem...thanks to people on here ( y'all know who you are!! teehee!!) and Steve P!! He helps a lot...I play the ipods every time I feel -ve/down, and they remind me of the good things!!.
I think his best tip for me is the seeing the fear and low self esteem as 'weight lifting'...and don't try to lift too much at once so we don't put ouselves off coming back to try!!!
For years I've got used to thinking my 'small' achievements aren't important, and being angry with myself...but really when we start to see them as building blocks and giving them the recognition they deserve, (ie..the START of building our strength up to be able to kick off the sad....) then we start to see how important it is to congratulate ourselves even for the smallest sucessess...because they're what we need to set us up on a positive attitude towards ourselves..
My goals for now are to 'succeed' in SETTING SMALL GOALS and tell myself WELL DONE for EVERY NEW SUCCESS IN THE DAY....see how that goes!!!!
I hope this finds you in a less rocky place..... If you ever lose connection on here, I'd love you to have my emailaddy so I'll leave it in your pm box...so we could keep in touch now and agian...IF you want to !
HOW is the pinot group going???? Lx;o)
HELLOOOO...are you there??? ARE YOU OKAY??? I'm really worried about you, I've not seen you being off the site so long before. I hope you are okay, Lx:o)
Oh really thats cool. Yeah I love horror, my sister got me into it. I loved the butterfly effect, it was so awesome. So got any plans for the weekend?
y'all know who you are!! teehee!!) and Steve P!! 
He helps a lot...I play the ipods every time I feel -ve/down, and they remind me of the good things!!.
ARE YOU OKAY??? I'm really worried about you, I've not seen you being off the site so long before.
I hope you are okay, Lx:o)
