have you ever had one? it's hard as hell for me. i never had one before. i don't have much to compair it to. but to me i don't want another. rules thats either hard to remember or even understand. difficult to interact with. and plus were two different ages (im younger their older) so my views on life and how i approach it is different. it's as though they misread or misinterrupt what im trying to say convey or even do. and it's really hard. really, really hard. i wish i could move someplace else. but this is what i can afford.
