So, my time here in Farmington is about to come to an end, and on Sunday, I have to head back to Albuquerque. Honestly? I don't really want to go. I've had such a great time here this last week, the first time in a real long time that I can truthfully say that I did. I went out with friends (plural) that I haven't seen in a long time, I went and visited a few of my teachers from high school, and I've just generally felt very good. I wish I could carry the momentum with me back to Albuquerque, but honestly, I don't think I can. The friends that I actually like, are here, and socially, all that is waiting for me in Albuquerque is somebody who I find both depressing and often
irritating as well.
But, for as good a time as I've had, I do need to go back. In the first place, I need to re-gain control of what I eat because here, I've just been eating non-stop. A lot of it has been the bad bad sugar devil, also. I guess it is physchological, because I don't eat nearly the way I do when I'm away from "home" as I do when I'm here. There's also the fact that I cook and buy my own food. I also need to get back to the gym. I haven't gone in two weeks. Given this, though, it is possible that my weight will actually be down since I haven't been lifting. But that's not really the way I want to lose it.
I know that I need to make some major life changes. I want this to be a "Summer of George" type of thing, but there are waaaaaaaaaay too many things that need to be changed to lay out here. I'll probably lay them out in the next few entries.
