I really really really hate when i get this way. i get sensitive confused and desheveled that time of the month and it's so unstoppable. I get that way other times, but not nearly as bad. :( Anything that may hurt me will hurt me ten fold. I should try some freak'n midol or that herb they say helps or primrose oil. I'm not myself and i feel like i just want to be held, you know that craving to just be cradled or caressed to sleep. I miss that. Not just by anyone, but someone who cared and i knew cared. It's not the same without that element. I hate that i feel the need for it. That all consuming feeling of neediness. :( I think it's my worst weakness. Maybe i seriously wasn't cradled enough when distraught as a child.
