Well, I forgot about this place until I got an e-mail that said that I have a new comment.
I still haven't called the mental health center. I "lost" the card with the number on it so that it wouldn't bother me, which does absolutely nothing to help me. My mom and my husband have both said that they would call for me, but neither of them have done anything. I really don't want to rely on them to do it for me. It seems so ridiculous and I'm getting mad at myself for it.
Things at work are going down hill. For the past two weeks I spent more time at home than I did at work because most of the time I was too anxious and depressed to get myself dressed and out the door. It's like I let my last bit of sanity go entirely toward my daughter because it's best for her, but I leave absolutely nothing for myself. I work for my father-in-law and he's very understanding of my issues...though he doesn't know all of it...and I don't know how much longer he'll be so supportive and lenient. I'm kind of hoping he's going to require that I get therapy or some other kind of help so that I'll actually do it.
I guess that's it for now.
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