Well was just watching couple of movies, Kidulthood, Adulthood, and Kids.
And you know what I can say for sure that sad had a good impact in my life. Sure I am still miserable(ahhh), but the thing is if I never had sa I would still be acting stupid and will forever be doing drugs staying in this one place, not going anywhere. Maybe end up in jail, maybe end up with something else, I don't know but I am sure I wouldve never been anything great. Just living life trying to find happiness and stuff from drugs, sex, or something else. Having a bad job living in a one room apartment, getting in fights with people. I am so glad that this made me have this perspective in life. I mean I have high hopes for my life.
Lol I may have said these things many times befor but you know what, now I am sure, I have no regrets. I can feel good just because I know somethings that kids my age doesn't know and some of em might never know. I feel like I've got chosen lol, chosen by God. If I never went through this hard time I would've never had the power or determination to leap over any obstacles in life.
Anyways HAPPY FOurth of JULY!!!
