WELLLLLLLL I am in one of those thinking about the future thoughts, and you know I feel good and confident that I am going the right way.
Whatever I am going to do with a job that's the least thing in my mind, just thinking about going to all the lands I haven't even heard of, learning their histories, feeling their cultures all on my own.
These kinda thoughts made me really uppity :D, you know at one time I was scared of making this decision because I would be alone all on my own for 6 years or something, but in essence I was always alone. Going into another country not knowing their language, working for money and just going around from country to country, ahhhhhh what a life would that be huh?
I don't know how that would connect to how I envision myself in my later years, but it definitely fits in with what I want to do for this world, I need to understand this world better, if I just stayed here starting work and getting married I would truly feel like a fish in a pond.
but I definitely have a sense of what I really want to do in the world, that might not be a specific thing but they are all connected to each other.