I found that reading inspirational books is helping me, WELL DUHHHHH.
But I am taking steps to turn that into permanent inspiration, I definitely have a good idea of who I want to be and you know what I am really glad I taken this overall route.
One thing I was kinda shocked at these days was how people get blind with money. I was watching this other thing about the subject and a day later my friend comes over talking about doing something that would get him 100 mil but he would have to hurt someone.
And WOOWWWW, never knew a guy I have been hanging out with 4 years would be like that.
It definitely made me think and well me? I wouldn't do something like that cuz I don't actually won't any hand me downs or quick money cuz I want to make it myself, with my own accomplishments.
Even if I have kids I would definitely now give my money and I die, it's just how I am, I would rather use it for something else to help more needy people.
Welllllll I don't know it was kinda weird that he would even calculate something like that, and I know his a friend of mine but...
Welllll I am not any part of it.... when I was real young I told him that I would kill someone for him if I knew I was going to die(We were real close), but I kinda felt that he was hinting at it and (I might just be paranoid) but I am not like that anymore.
It's prolly not a good idea to post anything here... hmmm
ANYWAYS money+fear= does equal all evil and thats how I am gonna thinking it for now. Well there are weakness to this theory but if I take others in consideration it would be too much! like lust, weird psychological need to kill people, I don't know but to me money and fear lol
