First, thanks to all the people who wished me a birthday. It's definitely a cool thing to know that people would take their time to leave a message on my page. 
I guess i'm back again after my annual avoid everybody while i'm alone time. It's seems to be some kind of vicious cycle i go through and made even worse when i quit my job about a year ago. Ever since then, i've done zilch. Stopped seeing my psych, quit my meds and gone through months of utter passiveness and complete shame with no Tony Robbins to help me. I did just about the same thing when i graduated from college. Took me a freaking long time to find a job. Stupid procrastination and anxiety!
Here's the junk i've taken up since i spend so much time at home now. Watching political shows up the yin yang. I'm really into the presidential race this year especially because of Obama. My head is filled with figuring out campaign strategies a lot, as if my ideas actuallly matter or would actually work. I guess that's how invested i am in it or that i really need to get a life. I'm actually thinking of volunteering for the Obama campaign for the general if i i feel up to it. At least that gets me out of the house and doing something.
More junk, fantasy baseball bordering on obsessive- too geeky for words. Wii sports- getting tiring now since it's the only game besides that crap wii play that i own. At least it's exercise!
Really the only person i've really talked to in the past few months is my friend Dave and he's the one that calls me. I never call him. Well, i never call anyone period. I think i need to have some interaction again even if it's online. And writing in my blog again is a good step. Be seeing you.
