I’m annoyed with my whole family… grrr… soo i finished school for the year, I applied for like 3 jobs which I didn’t get since I don’t have experience. Finally my bf kinda pushed me to work at a company which is not the best for their employees (lol I won’t say where just in case someone on here works there). It’s not a dream job, it’s quite bad but it is a job, I choose to work night shift and do stocking and stuff, now everyone is acting soo disappointed.
Wtf if I didn’t get that job I would probably sit on my @$$ this summer pretending I’m looking for some fancy jobs and I would be broke and would have to depend on others. I got a lecture from my mom that I should be volunteering at some government companies, I got a lecture from my dad that I must go to graduate school, it’s sooo expensive and is it even worth it? I’m in soooo much debt now and I feel like I can’t work in many of the jobs that are out there.. I am trying to be responsible and act like an adult, most people had jobs throughout high school, I had 2 jobs in the past both short term, I lack the social skills to be good and I’m scared to apply to some of the jobs that might pay more. I’m almost done uni, and even if I do get good grades, I need to learn how to be assertive and talk to people and I think just about any job will help me gain that, not sitting at home and looking for jobs which I’m not qualified for… My brother even got pissed off that I went back to that company, it’s not like I’m stuck there for life, I wanna work NOW and feel like i can take care of myself, I can’t climb a huge mountain when I stumble on a little hill, they just don’t get it waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh lol ok soo I’m done my whining for tonight and I’m a little better
Good luck!
