Hang out here until you got things revved up ;)

 and even after that, come back and say hello from time to time, don't be a stranger :)

JenJen,

I'm sorry you're feeling so alone.  But, welcome back to SAF. 

Catch up with old friends...meet some new. 

None of us has to go it alone here.

(((((big hugs))))))))

Hi Jen Jen

Sorry you are struggling right you.  You're right being alone sucks.