"That person is thinking this" "oh why are they looking at me"
sound familiar lol
yea these thoughts plague me on a daily basis, but there starting to go away as I realise oh they arnt thinking that and there not looking at you(your just not that important) its funny i was at uni on fri and i was sitting in the back with my group members next to me and in front of me, usually u would sit a certain way watch the way i wrote, talked etc you know the drill but i did something diffrent i just studyed there faces , when we were in conversation i realised people are caught up on the own existence to warrant thinking about me, i mean yes someone may glance at you but it dosent mean ur being critiqued. seeing that they wernt that wrapped in me, i was almost dissapointed hahaha i was like damn im not that popular for people to be thinking about me non stop
Ive had a up and down weekend, been really sick with infections and TOOTHPAIN! God isnt it the worse!!! i wish i went to the dentist more, ive been once in 12 years and im 22, go figure the state of my teeth
its only 6pm but im gonna nap and have a gr8 week ahead, im behind with a assignment that is already 4 days late but ive been too sick to complete it, ill likely fail the unit, but atm all i can think about is feeling better
Painkillers are helping my teeth making it more mild, but it is so uncomforting
who knows maybe ill get a job this week! im feelin confident even tho im ill
SCARY!! My first presentation(public speaking) for uni is this friday! WISH ME LUCK ALL, my previous pres last year i shook! my voice stopped working and i became a wreck, im so scared about friday, im even considering having some wine before i have to talk yikes
Have A gOOD WEek.ALL! Hang in there
