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The Girl Who Damned Herself
Posted On 04/30/2008 06:36:31 by neko80

So there’s a boy and a girl.  The girl likes the boy a lot.. maybe even loves him.  One day, the girl finds out that the boy likes her as well. So, you would think the boy and the girl would get together and live happily ever after or at least develop a few good memories in eachother’s company. Right?

But this does not happen... Instead, the girl withdraws into her fear and anxiety and insecurities... shutting the boy out everytime he tries to get close and eventually, makes the boy believe that she feels absolutly nothing for him.  The girl puts up the invisible wall and shuts him out completely. 

So... why does she do this?  What is it that she’s so afraid of?  How can she shut out the one person whom she cares for more than anything.. the person whom she cannot forget, no matter how many days, months or years go by?

The boy accepts the rejection, as he sees it, and moves on.  The girl, however, cannot bring herself to move on and she spends the rest of her years mourning over her loss... the very one that SHE herself caused.  What will bring the girl closure?  How will she move on to the next realm without damning her own soul to search for him for an eternity? 

It wasn’t supposed to be this way... she loved him back then.. she loves him now.. and she will never stop loving him.. she will take her burden with her when she leaves this life.  Her soul cannot crawl out of the dark.

Such a tragic couple they are... for they never were. Poor Trevor and Lorraine...



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From: BluOrchid
05/01/2008 01:25:05
that OnE special person you'll never forget about....poor trevor and Lorraine.  :[


From: ingrid
04/30/2008 01:10:42
i can certainly relate, i could have written this myself (though it probably would have sounded less dramatic!).  i'm sorry you're dealing with this.  i have done the exact same thing in the past.  and sadly i still continue to think about it years later.  i don't know if there is any closure.  i'm not looking for closure so much as the ability to not push away the very people i want to bring closer. i've always jokingly said it would take an incredibly persistent person to know me well. but it's not so much a joke as it is the truth. and really, how many people are going to stick around and keep trying after being ignored and avoided. anyway, i empathize and i'm sorry.




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