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You can run but you can't hide.
Posted On 04/18/2008 04:50:30 by Spirit
I'm just ruminating about challenges i havent faced, it's like when you are in school and you have to do an oral and hoping you will not get picked but in the end everybody has to have their turn. This might sound a bit hectic but i always hoped the world would end or i would die so that i could get out of living my life but i'm 37 and still here. I feel a lot of the time like i have missed the boat and everybody i know has grown up and left me behind. I think God is the only one who can save me.

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From: Wesh
04/19/2008 03:02:47
I'm sorry you are feeling down. If I can offer any words to lighten the load, it would be "It's not too late!" You can't compare yourself to others (easier said than done, I know). You are a unique individual with your own struggles and qualities - there is no one else like you. Be gentle with yourself and maybe try to face one of those challenges no matter how small. Those birds should remind you that life is precious and worth living no matter how difficult at times. Take care!

From: millenniumman75
04/18/2008 10:54:03

Spirit,

Ironically, in some ways, we are ahead of them, though.  We are learning how to relate in ways they can't figure out!  They also don't know how to be alone and are afraid.  We are too used to it.

It's like we are afraid of the exact opposite of everyone else and vice versa.



From: kitterbug
04/18/2008 05:53:13

I know how that feels. I have always felt several years behind my time. I am 24, and feel like i'm 20. Which... 4 years may not sound like much, but life experiences, and knowledge... so much happens in those years. And it's depressing when i see my friends the same age as me, more accomplished and more successful... with their boyfriends... and their jobs... and their damn lives. Age can bring on some much pressure. I wish i wasn't 24, i wish i was 20. Then i wouldn't feel so depressed for feeling so behind in life. Makes me feel like a loser. :(

Well anyway, i hope you cheer up buckaroo! 

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