shallow man, unidentified speck in an eternal sea of pain. drowning lonely alien strange confused exhausted. i wish i could find my voice and speak, shout, scream, sing, sing a song of strength and hope. i wish i could find my anger and unleash it against it against my demons on a battlefield of fury. where is the love to shelter me? where is my creator, my goddess, where are my angels?, where is my personality, my soul, my beauty and worth?. my inner child murdered, sacrificed on an altar of cruelty and betrayal. i am in an invisible prison of darkness and solitary confinement, stir-crazy, tired, dreadfully afraid, afraid of the reality of loneliness, dead man walking. artist.
