dark...i know how that feels..no matter what happens to you, know matter what you go through, i think there is a way out..i don't mean the s thing, but a way to feel better about yourself and your surroundings..i know it's easy to say, "don't be depressed or disappointed", and i know exactly what you mean by having nothing left in you..i go through that poo everyday, but you just have to remember that someone out there is smiling on you and you are probably smiling back without even knowing it. i don't know why god puts us through these tribulations, but i know what ever you are going through must be a pretty big deal...i know what i'm going through seems insurmountable at the time, but trust me, you believe in yourself and what you have to give to this world and your own world you'll realize that many people need you and believe in you :)
some humans go through this phase, where it feels like they are empty and alone, it's a terrible feeling. It's like they are in a dark cave or a dark hole naked and cold with nobody to help them. They are tired from hoping something will come along to give them hope because in the past that hope eventually has a way with disappointing them. I'm probably not being very helpful but I guess I'm trying to say that you aren't alone, knowing that may not lift your spirits but hopefully it will. Not everyone can say that they've gone through such a dark phase in their life, and I don't know, I think one of the most beautiful things in the world is when someone ends up in such a dark and lonely situation, and when there's no reason to hope, they choose to hope anyways...it's beautiful like a single lit candle in a dark dark room. While it may be small having that hope says 'I matter' to the world. Having that attitude is necessary to make positive waves in your life, because if you decide that you don't matter then you can't expect the world to make you feel like you do. Sure you have people who say you do, but you need to internalize that you do. I know for me that I like to have an idea of what other people think of me since I don't feel like I can rely on myself to have an accurate perspective of who I am, but even so, in the end you have to rely and trust yourself in knowing that you do matter, even if your current situation seems to imply otherwise. Hmm (got carried away -_-) I think I'll shut up now, that was a ridiculously long comment, sorry, hope it helped in some way.
