I'm having a weird day, its really been a good day but I feel that I'm missing something in life. I've come a long way in overcoming my SA and I should be thankful but I feel I could do more with my life.
Its been a long time since I've had something to be excited about. Its my fault really, I have just sat around and wait for something to happen for so long. I'm scared but i want to move forward in life, I've been thinking of joining a spiritual group for a while now.
Now its not very exciting but at least its something to look forward to. I'd be interacting with a small group of non-judgmental people and there are a lot of people my age I could make friends with.
It might be scary at first but I'm going to go through with it!
