I hate this sickly feeling.
I dont know when it will stop.
i dont see how people can go on with there lives knowing they hurt someone, it just blows my fuckin mind.
Its easy said then done to just not care.
But i care to damn much. maybe thats why this happen to me.
Im only who i am. but who i am scares me now.
I went back tonot knowing who i am anymore or how i should be,.
It sucks, it really does suck
