I am finally making it! I just moved out of my folks house and living in a healthly enviroment. However, I can't enjoy it as I found out that my TSH levels are abnormally low. It makes so much sense now, why I'am so tired all the time. At first I thought depression but this moving out is something I've been wanting forever and no way can depression sink down on me now. I am really internally mentally in a good place. Physically though, I am just wipped out by the end of the week. As a true SAer, I am affraid to open up about this due to judgement, plus I work in a enivorment that you have to be physically top on your game, no weakness as it would set a bad example for the patients, heck, I can't say that I announce my SA everyday or any time soon. There is usually two topics I keep a closed door on: love and health. Those are not safe topics for me to open up about to just anyone...SA thing. Anyway, I haven't gotten it all straighten out what is physically wrong, for all I know it could be that fatigue syndrome. Anyway, been really preoccupied with the moving but had to share the hope to those that are miserable living with the folks. Dreams do come true ; )
